Well, I am single all over again. In guess that means that I can focus more on the things that matter in life like you guys, work, suicide girls, and the gym. It was my decision therefore I am pretty content with it. A weight lifted off my shoulders since it made me an angry person since I was so confined and controlled when I didn't realize it until a couple days ago. I closed a door because I felt as if I was in a room with all the walls completely blank and I couldn't go anywhere. It's sad when you try to be friends and casual as well, but the smother continues. I feel somewhat bad for letting down the Valentine's Day offer and having to be a bit too headstrong and firm with the 'I only want to be friends' but sometimes you have to do what is best to make them open their eyes and move on.
On a brighter note, I am getting ready for another shoot. I bought his hot corset and heels yesterday. I am going to rock it and rock being single with my head held high.
