nostalgic

My heart is completely smashed to pieces when I received a phone call this morning that my 12 week old exotic long haired was suffering from an infectious disease, but my heart was thrown out the door when the vet had told me that the only route I could go was to put her down, that no matter the antibiotics or fluids the gave her, she would result to fatality down the road. She was suffering. I am a huge animal lover and the babies I have, I treat like my kids. I hate to day, but I lost my kid, Marie, today. It's devastating since it came out of no where, a healthy kitten suddenly crippled with sickness. :( I just want her back.