northstar

ugh i just got out of the shower and my date for boysnightout bailed on me. the bitch. now i can't find anyone to go with me. bastards. fuck you for moving and fuck you for having a job.

im riding shotgun on the bitterbus right now.

fuck this shit:

- i have no job
- i have no money
- the house i moved into is 3083x dirtier than my old one
- my ocd is not going to go over well
- my room is 1/3 the size of my old room in vanier
- cute crush boy and girlfriend broke up and got back together b/c of a stupid ass incident that happened last thursday night. (Read: I am an accidental homewrecker)
- b/c of aforementioned incident the girlfriend doesn't want him talking to me
- other stupid development: best friend and i "talked" (read: texted) about an incident that happened 2 years ago that messed up our relationship
- best friend has a hard time hanging out with me alone b/c he would do it again
- best friend has a girlfriend who i love
- 12 year old french bitches in mosh pits
- bruises all up my shins from assholes stepping on me
- my new kicks are dirrrrrrrrty

rock this shit:

- green day in quebec city last night was awesome
- road trips
- minimal awkwardness with the EX during aforementioned road trip
- old friends calling with delicious secrets
- dallas green (lead singer from AOF) 's solo acoustic EP
- artichokes
- random cute boys and their phone numbers
- losing mentrual weight
- new sexy glasses


i keep forgetting to eat lately.

ugh i need cuddles and kisses.

with you on my mind
and my heart held in your hands
screaming break me break me