at the encouragement of AlHooter i am updating.
and clearly its only because i'm trying to find something to do other than what i'm supposed to be doing (schoolwork that was due like 3 weeks ago). i received a phone call from my instructor threatening to fail me in a course that's worth one credit. which is a LOAD OF HORSESHIT. she's giving me until today to do it. she even called my faculty advisor who pulled me aside at work on wednesday to ask me if "everything was ok".
FUCK THAT. everything is not ok but what do you expect. im working 48 hours a week in a job that i don't get paid for (which i love by the way minus the whole not getting paid part). im exhausted the majority of the time and i don't sleep well. on my days off im in bed for 12 hours or catching up on laundry and groceries that i can't get done the rest of the time.
the reason that i haven't done the stupid assignments has nothing to do with that and everything to do with that amount of work that is required for this stupid one credit course that doesn't teach me anything i don't already know and is a fucking waste of my time.
im aware that change occurs in practice; thats a fuckin given. i know that nurses are the worst for trying to change a practice that they've been doing for a long time. the vast majority of people are resistant to change even if its for the better.
i just don't want to have to create and read 12 other people's "reflective" bullshit on what kind of change is going on in their unit and what theory it fits into.
i realize that theoretical background is important. that's why as of 2005 all nurses are to be baccalaureate prepared. but i'm applying theories that i learned in first year for a 4th year PROFESSIONALISM and ETHICS course. what a fucking waste of time. i can't say it enough.
i'd rather be:
sleeping
eating
fucking
grocery shopping
stabbing myself in the eye
cleaning our disgusting bathroom
getting burnt on the stove
FUCK! ANYTHING OTHER THAN THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!
alright thats enough bitterness for one day.
my parents are coming to visit this weekend. so i better get my procrastinating ass in gear.
fuck.
im listening to bright eyes. he makes me happy.
and clearly its only because i'm trying to find something to do other than what i'm supposed to be doing (schoolwork that was due like 3 weeks ago). i received a phone call from my instructor threatening to fail me in a course that's worth one credit. which is a LOAD OF HORSESHIT. she's giving me until today to do it. she even called my faculty advisor who pulled me aside at work on wednesday to ask me if "everything was ok".
FUCK THAT. everything is not ok but what do you expect. im working 48 hours a week in a job that i don't get paid for (which i love by the way minus the whole not getting paid part). im exhausted the majority of the time and i don't sleep well. on my days off im in bed for 12 hours or catching up on laundry and groceries that i can't get done the rest of the time.
the reason that i haven't done the stupid assignments has nothing to do with that and everything to do with that amount of work that is required for this stupid one credit course that doesn't teach me anything i don't already know and is a fucking waste of my time.
im aware that change occurs in practice; thats a fuckin given. i know that nurses are the worst for trying to change a practice that they've been doing for a long time. the vast majority of people are resistant to change even if its for the better.
i just don't want to have to create and read 12 other people's "reflective" bullshit on what kind of change is going on in their unit and what theory it fits into.
i realize that theoretical background is important. that's why as of 2005 all nurses are to be baccalaureate prepared. but i'm applying theories that i learned in first year for a 4th year PROFESSIONALISM and ETHICS course. what a fucking waste of time. i can't say it enough.
i'd rather be:
sleeping
eating
fucking
grocery shopping
stabbing myself in the eye
cleaning our disgusting bathroom
getting burnt on the stove
FUCK! ANYTHING OTHER THAN THOSE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!
alright thats enough bitterness for one day.
my parents are coming to visit this weekend. so i better get my procrastinating ass in gear.
fuck.
im listening to bright eyes. he makes me happy.
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destro:
i'll make a point of it. i'm usually a social butter fly at these types of things, since i don't get to see lots of the people there but once or twice a year... i try to meet everyone if i can.
destro:
well, if that's the case, you'll be walking around with a weird looking punk kid getting introduced to everyone........... while convincing them to buy us birthday drinks.