northstar

i've been putting off updating b/c i have some good pictures from this keg party we went to last weekend but SOMEBODY keeps forgetting to upload them from HIS camera. whatever.. i'll do it tonight maybe and post them later.

im sorry im a bad friend. i've been a little preoccupied lately. mostly just trying to control my anxiey enough so that i don't upchuck.

2 people in the last week have told me that im pr-pre-pregnant. this information isn't really doing anything to ease my aforementioned anxiety.

i started on the intensive care unit on monday. i had a good day.

since then i've gotten some of my appetite back.

i find that organizing and accomplishing all the stupid little shit in my life makes me feel better. doing laundry, cleaning my room, getting groceries... you know... the stuff that you (well... at least i do) put off until its really neccessary that it gets done.

i've cried a lot lately. but i feel better, im positive. the mister and i had a nice chat. he's a good person for putting up with me.

she's gone. she left me for mexico today.

now i must be gone. i need to make something warm and thick to fill my belly.