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Thursday Oct 27, 2005

Oct 27, 2005
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.the world's got me dizzy again.
.you'd think after 22 years i'd be used to the spin.

check.

(really) random love notes:

-we're making out inside crashed cars
-went from all smiles to being disappointed again in the last 2 weeks... its always too good to be true
-especially with a mouth like that
-idealism is fun while it lasts but reality always bites you in the ass
-note to self: keep your fucking feet on the ground
-montreal this weekend to meet chanel.. maybe i should email her and tell her im coming...
-side note: im one of the worst people for keeping in touch... shocking eh?
-ribs and abs are aching... i suppose that's what happens though when one coughs so much they almost throw up...
-complete thoughts are a waste of energy... my mind just wanders and trails lately...
-finished reading diary by chuck palahniuk... STELLAR
-might go shower and head to the book market today...
-another book by chuck or douglas copeland is calling my name...
-ha.. look at that.. reading again... not much to do while hacking out small pieces of lung every few minutes...
-how the hell did i get so sick? oh yes... it was the 2 hours sleep after working a 12 hour night that did it... shitty.. what was i thinking...
-i can run/ruin my own life, friend... thankyouverymuch
-rambling, rambling, rambling
-i've stopped measuring cough medicine... its just shots from the bottle now
-songs you should download and think of me: "gold mine gutted" and "landlocked blues" - bright eyes
-my bank always knows when im depressed
-thrice tonight.... preparing to get rocked
-take a listen to the new album vheissu... its their kid A...its STELLAR.
-im buying 2 plane tickets today...california... LA to San Fran in a week... can we do it? we're going to have to
-saw broken social scene last week.... FEIST was there... and i had a pretty date... good night
-night, night, night, day, day, day, night, day, day, night... thats how i roll
-applying for a new job today... fingers, toes and eyes are crossed
-its thursday... you know what that means..."hi, i'd like to get my allergy shots today..." wash, rinse, repeat.
-wash rinse repeat
-i feel like im wasting my time
-i think i need to get out more
-does anyone really listen anymore?
-nope, they're all just waiting for their turn to speak.
-cynicism doesn't win very many friends.
-we're sleeping through all our memories

random
random
random

im a bit scattered lately.
chaos theory.
i believe it.
story of my life.

let me know how things are on your end.
i think im missing it.

.if you're still free, start running away.

blackeyed
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leiru13:
I'm thinking of moving back to South Carolina to live with my mom for a year, and get a job working on a dialysis unit or in a psych hospital. I'm taking leave from school in any case. That's kind of a sad thought, but it also means saving $100000 if I decide not to go back.

lexi
Nov 2, 2005
spark_of_life:
OOOooo discussing will take place soon.

VERY SOON>
Nov 4, 2005

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