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its been a long week.
lots of tears, goodbyes, realizations and hello agains.

baseball tournament this past weekend. our playing sucked nuts but the partying was good and hard.

i think i've found my same sex soulmate.

i love sangwiches.

ottawa this weekend.

kickass.

i hope everyone is alive and well.

im exhausted. is it september yet?
scattershot:
you haven't seen baseball sucking nuts until you've seen me try and take a swing, try and catch and fail at it all.
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update! to think its been almost 2 weeks. im such a lazy fuck.

woot woot!

im an excited girl!

WHY?????

a) taking the day off work on wednesday to go see a play at the stratford festival with the womens of my family! HELL YA!

b) long weekend at the cottage. do i really need to say anymore? no, but i will. i) HE is...
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blurz26:
hey Jess,
so how was the long weekend.

I'm so jealous of you, I wish I had been able to join you to the Cottage for the long weekend.

I think I miss that the most about Montreal. Ever since I moved here I haven't been able to get out of the city much.
Nothing better then relaxing and getting piss ass drunk with the fresh air.
schism13:
I'd definately go with cheetah as well.

I wish it was for looking at porno at work, that would have been great. Putting porn on all the TV's at Walmart..... let's just say I was ripping off Walmart and they caught me, a year and a half later......... I am totally against major corporations, and I worked for two, Subway and Walmart. Never ever again, I can see now the way they work ($$$) and I don't like it.

So have you thought anymore about the calender? I'm just recently talk to my friend in Mississauga and I'm suppose to go see her at the end of the month. let me know.....

rrrawwwwrrrrrr
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i fell in love yesterday.
he has these big beautiful blue eyes, messy blonde hair and a broken elbow.
he's 3 years old and quite possibly the sweetest little boy i've ever met.
he's my next door neighbour and yesterday was the first day that we met.
5 minutes after i introduced myself, he had shown me his tricycle and had shyly crawled into my...
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blurz26:
ok well first off, please hold me to it, I can most certainly handle whatever I'm getting myself into.

and now keeping with the Ottawa slang (which I might add has always keep lacking) my Hood is pretty well right in the village, but as soon as my lease is up I'll be moving to the beaches.
I can't stand this area, too many crack heads and hookers.

as for a quick comment on your travel, you'd be crazy to to that every day, I'd also stick with just the wekend visits, besides can't be too much going on in Steeltown
schism13:
Yeah, I was pretty down before I left. The vacation, if you can call it that, was a good thing for me i guess. I needed a breather...

Thanks for the kiss 'sin the other comment you wrote, I needed that. Your also right about the spooning.... very much needed. I find it to be quite relaxing, don't you? I like it when a girl takes my hand, rests my arm on her breast, and places my hand just under her chin. Wow! It's been a while frown

Oh by the way, I hate you.......Your one of those people eh? Here you go (whatever your name is), don't bother looking for a job, we'll give you one, no problem. Then hey why not give you your job back again (even though what you are doing I admire a lot). But I still hate you....Unlesssss...... if you ever here anyone say "I need a graphic designer" you have to let me know. smile

P.S. I'm stoned... ha ha tongue
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its time for a mutha fuckin update!
are you excited? cause i sure am.

1. i missed the sgb show in toronto b/c my bitchass date decided to bail on me after we spent the early part of the evening drinking. HO
2. my week off in ottawa was good. it changed my perspective on my current situation
2a. i hate whitby/oshawa/ajax and that whole...
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schism13:
I hope you had fun in Ottawa, Although I still think you should've made a little effort to come to Montreal(Only 2, yeah 2 hours away) We still have to get together to burn AT LEAST one joint, although I think we should make an evening out of it, who smokes only one joint in a day pfff!!!

It sucks about my stuff, and that Karma thing hopefully will happen, because I know for sure that it bit me in the ass.

About your moving in problem...... I know I'm only 3 years older but, you ARE 22 and trust me, it's not worth it if you have any doubt at all. You'll know when it's right, plus I'm still waiting in line for some cuddles......... smile As well as a lot of people I'm guessing..

Am I being a little too_______?

surreal surreal
blurz26:
Hey Northstar,

Thanks for the little comments about my pups, I just got them today and they're even cuter then in the pics. Lots of energy but so cute.
To answer your question, I left Montreal to go to school in Toronto, I'm studying Culinary art & Hospitality management and the program was better in Toronto and so I'm here for the next year, then I'll head back to Montreal.
I miss it so much, Toronto is a great city but its nothing like Montreal, maybe its cause Montreal is my hometown but I just miss it so much.
anyway hope that answers it for ya, talk with you later. wink
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-my eyes are burning.
-that's probably a good indicator that i should go to bed.
-although it seems when i wake up in the morning i'm more tired than when i went to bed.
-i need a vacation.
-speaking of which i'll be in ottawa for a week maybe 10 days if i decide to skip the pride parade.
-i need less stress, more sexercise...
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carpe_diem:
I may also have to remove some of your clothing.....

Just so you know!
blurz26:
hey Northstar, I'll let you know,
pride week is in full affect so far and from what I've seen so far is way bigger and even ( don't tell my Mtl. buddies ) way better then the festivities in Mtl. the Parades start tomorrow and, end on Saturday, so I'll let you know once its all said and done.

Have a good weekend and enjoy Ott.
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weed indeed.

fill the hill was fun. my pasty ass spent all day in the sun with a short skirt, one shouldered shirt and no hat. silly rabbit. my scalp is so burnt, but i did put sunscreen on the rest of ma body. we smoked in front of a lot of rcmp officers that were doing "crowd control". honestly, did they really think things...
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schism13:
I have to admit, you had me for a sec. Yes I guess I am a perv. There's nothing wrong with that smile and I have been told it is a nice one..........anyway........... .. .

Lets see... I'm going to be hungry after I write to you,so I have: pizza, sandwich food, bananas, apples, molasses cookies, salad stuff(cucumber,peppers,etc..), chips, baby carrots with dip, granola bars, my mom gave me this stuff it's called Kar's sweet n salty mix. It's really good, peanuts, sunflower seed, smarties....hmmm smarties. Anyway, you get the point...I'm stoned!!!

surreal

Have you ever seen Space Ghost?
carpe_diem:
I cant think who wouldnt need spankig and tasty treats....

hmmmmm.....but i cat eat all the treats and spank myself, hmmm who will join me! shocked
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Man, I'm so pumped (ya that's right PUMPED).

1) My aunt and cousin are taking me out for lunch tomorrow for my birthday (which isn't until Friday but whatever) I heart the restaurants on Baldwin St. and a subsequent free lunch at aforementioned beloved eateries.

2) My other half is coming down on Friday from Ottawa. Seriously, who wouldn't be excited after 4 weeks of...
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schism13:
Sorry I don't think I will be able to make it frown
Talk to you soon
schism13:
Sorry, i've been having a rough couple of days. surreal But don't worry I smoked anyway.......(like I wasn't going to) smile

I hope you had fun!!
write to me and tell me how it went....

and if I ever pass by Ottawa or Ham boner as you call it, We'll have to burn one down as Ben Harper would say.

BTW did you just add in the fuck Kill Bill vol. 2? I say fuck it too, vol.1 kicks ass.

Bye
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back in the hammer for the weekend...

friday i got drunk with my parents and it was super funny. my mom's friend thinks im the funniest thing ever. clearly she had also been drinking quite heavily because if you ever have the misfortune of meeting me you will understand that no, i am definitely NOT funny.

saturday i went out to a bar in cambridge...
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schism13:
You're lucky.. It happened to me once puke It was so unpleasant. <shivers>

Should I be going to Ottawa that day?
scattershot:
oh yeah I found out the name of the movie is called Dream a little dream. but I can't find a video file of it anywhere on any of the places I go to get movies online. sigh.
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Before I get started, I'd just like to quickly point out that I just totally forgot about the two top stairs leading down here and while turning on the light, I missed them. I bailed on the landing (so graceful!) and thought I broke my ankle which would probably be the worst thing I could do right now since baseball season just started and I'm...
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scattershot:
heheh I thought the meow game bit was funnier than the opener but the opener was still hilarious
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this is going to be lame-o.

i) i started my job today. today i did data entry for a streptococcus pneumonae study (am i turning you on yet?) and listened to my discman all the while getting paid $15/hr to type "y", "n" "blood", "1", "0" ... you get the idea. 4 months of this = super sweet pay checks. i still have 3 million...
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schism13:
No it's not weird, just specific.... smile I have to wait until the end of the month to decide what I'm doing. I don't want to wait but i'm kinda being forced to, which bites big time....
I would like to stay here in Montreal I just have to find a good job.

P.S. I like to spoon as well, but I guess it could also be a sexual position... smile
supernovice:
That wasn't so bad...
Sucks that everyone will be away for your B-day though. Mine's coming up too, fellow gemini. And guess what! No one will be around for mine either. Same as the last 3 years. No biggy.
I called my mom for Mother's day today and got the stinking answering machine. How lame is that? Had to leave her a Happy Mother's Day message. Blech..
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Mmm... back again.

So far I've:

a) moved back home to the Hammer for the summer (sweet surreal )

b) spent all of my tax return, I have $15 to my name

c) hung out with a friend on friday who i haven't seen in months. we smoked some joints and drove around ancaster

d) hung out with my best friend from elementary school and part...
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schism13:
This is my first week here and I think that uhh.....yep I'm addicted.... smile
Thanks for the comments, I like the one of Voltaire too. I think I should do a couple of more, what do you think? surreal
BTW I like your name, how did you pick it?

[Edited on May 03, 2004 10:09PM]
llona:
one goes about becoming a doula by: attending a doula training, completing certification requirements such as completing a reading list, attending births and getting evaluations, writing essays. it's much easier to get births if you're certified.


the scope of my practice is that I am physical, emotional, and informational support for birthing parents. Medical care is not part of my role. i may offer perspective on protocols and help parents get the info they need to make decisions, but i do not make decisions for them or speak for them.

did that answer your questions? smile
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Just got back from Costa Rica this morning.

New life plan. Move there for a couple months, years whatever and learn how to surf.

Fuckin right.

Hell week begins NOW.

Fuck I hate school work.

10 page "scholarly" paper due tomorrow and I'm going to go get lebanese healthy food? I know where my priorities lie.

Rock. ARRR!!!
showtime24681006:
when your done school you'll be laughing........ i went to school and got my degree in electronics engineering..... now i run a painting company.... good thing i spent 40 grand on a fuckin education.... the sad thing is i make more now then i would with a job in my field. wtf.....oh welll shit happens...
ROCK ON robot