normlisovrated

i am thoroughly freaked out right now. i had a dream that scared the shit out of me.

~ my cousin sean (my best friend) is gonna die
~ nothingdreadful is gonna die
~ my ex-bf's son, cale, is gonna die
~ the world around me is gonna end in 42 days, but ill survive past it
~ i kno the guy thats gonna rule the world and im gonna marry him (thats not freaky, but hey, im still kinda weirded out)
~ a guy in my physical science class is gonna confess his love for me
~ my cat will become human (again not freaky, but funny and i think that would b spiffy)

this shit was straight out of donnie darko, i swear to god . freaky thing is, in donnie darko, he dreams all this stuff and is the only one that dies. ive had this feeling since i was little that i was gonna die young. i just cant shake that feeling . im not really scared of dying, im just scared no one will care . im also scared im gonna die alone... im so sick of bein alone .