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I LOVE YOU MARTYNA!!
yesterday i got my birthday present from martyna and its awesome... i also got an email from her and i read it in commercial arts so i was doin a little dance in my chair .
front of my most awesome bag:

back of my most awesome bag:

necklace:

and this necklace we bought before she left and she finally got the pics in it and sent it to me:


THANK YOU MARTYNA!!

i got the coolest tea pot yesterday:

if your curious why all these pics are taken outside.. its cuz the lighting in my house sux. but it wont in the new place .

the main thing i hav to pack up is my books... i hav lots and lots of books. i lurve reading .

my cat has massive boogers. he sneezed on me and this is wut i found :


people keep touching my hair ive gotten used to it

i was on the bus, on the way home from school and im like whos gonna miss me... this kid infront of me named matt (he looks like donnie darko and he has gorgeous blue eyes.. i mean GORGEOUS !!) he and another guy said they would cuz im "cool". i then asked whos goin to homecoming and matt and a guy infront of him said they wer... then matt asked me if i had a date... I HAD TO GET OFF THE BUS!! I COULD OF HAD A DATE!! that could have been my first date for a dance. AAAHHH!!

sometimes i wonder wtf is wrong with me!? i get told by so many people that im "amazing" and "beautiful" yet i cant get a guy or girl to go out with me. im gettin sick of bein alone!! i havnt kissed in over two years! TWO YEARS PEOPLE!! i miss it so much. i miss havin someone wrap their arms around me. i miss havin someone request those uber cheesy songs on the radio for me. i want someone to stare at the stars with. i want someone to take a roadtrip with. ill even b happy to have someone to just watch tv with!! ther are guys at school that like me, i hear them talk about me or catch them starin at me, but only a few seconds after i catch them doin that, i see them holding the hand of some whore! is it because im not slutty!? is it because im smart and beautiful!? arg

this is matt by the way:

and this is al:

he's how i find my car in parking lots... ther are too many white cars out ther

this is my hair now:

this is how i want it to be someday:

i dont remember wher i got that pic but i luv her hair

Jack Johnson- banana pancakes
Iron and Wine- naked as we came
Rilo Kiley- better son/daughter
Eels- beautiful freak



i hate it when i cant remember wher i find pics but i kno i found this one on sg... i want this to b me someday:

told you this was gonna b a long entry