i really wish i had my camera right now. this is the 2nd time already this morning i've felt like this. the first was when i was driving down Jason's road... All the trees' leaves had either turned to a dull yellow or had fallen off... all but one tree -- the one directly in front of Jason's window -- it was bright orange. Now that was cool...
and now, my kitties are both laying in front of my bedroom window looking out the window. and they are so cute -- for once they aren't attacking each other. they are both just enjoying the view. how cute.
now a question for everyone... i got a little upset over something last night, and i'm not sure if it was right of me to get like this or not. ok, so this is a little personal, but i'll try NOT to have it sound SO personal...
so here's the question... when you and your significant other are together, how do you feel pleasure should take place (or how DOES it take place...)? It is a give/take thing, a take/take thing, or a give/give thing. Should one person always have the final results... or should both? I guess I am just upset that no one has ever bothered to take the time to make me happy, if you know what i mean. I mean, it happens, just on rare occasions. So, I don't know what to think... Just wondering how everyone else perceived this in their own lives. If it's too personal, you don't have to answer. You could also use the "there's someone i know..." way of answering.
Now, for a total change of subject... I am tired, I have homework to do, and I don't want to. I just want to sleep. So maybe a short nap is needed... then I'll get to studying.
Oh, and being in love sucks. I mean, it's good... there's definitely perks -- like hearing that person say they love you, or seeing how they look at you -- but it's hard sometimes. Do you know what I mean? But it's ok, I wouldn't change anything... I like my life (for the most part...) just the way it is... I just want what everyone wants: more money, more time, to not have to work or go to school -- just do it b/c you want to, not HAVE to... Ahhhhhh, a perfect world. Where it's always autumn. Where music is always present. Where there are people you love around always. I hope that's what heaven is -- when I die, I want that to be how it is...
Wow, I think this is the most "back & forth" entry I've ever written. My mind is just a wandering.........
and now, my kitties are both laying in front of my bedroom window looking out the window. and they are so cute -- for once they aren't attacking each other. they are both just enjoying the view. how cute.
now a question for everyone... i got a little upset over something last night, and i'm not sure if it was right of me to get like this or not. ok, so this is a little personal, but i'll try NOT to have it sound SO personal...
so here's the question... when you and your significant other are together, how do you feel pleasure should take place (or how DOES it take place...)? It is a give/take thing, a take/take thing, or a give/give thing. Should one person always have the final results... or should both? I guess I am just upset that no one has ever bothered to take the time to make me happy, if you know what i mean. I mean, it happens, just on rare occasions. So, I don't know what to think... Just wondering how everyone else perceived this in their own lives. If it's too personal, you don't have to answer. You could also use the "there's someone i know..." way of answering.
Now, for a total change of subject... I am tired, I have homework to do, and I don't want to. I just want to sleep. So maybe a short nap is needed... then I'll get to studying.
Oh, and being in love sucks. I mean, it's good... there's definitely perks -- like hearing that person say they love you, or seeing how they look at you -- but it's hard sometimes. Do you know what I mean? But it's ok, I wouldn't change anything... I like my life (for the most part...) just the way it is... I just want what everyone wants: more money, more time, to not have to work or go to school -- just do it b/c you want to, not HAVE to... Ahhhhhh, a perfect world. Where it's always autumn. Where music is always present. Where there are people you love around always. I hope that's what heaven is -- when I die, I want that to be how it is...
Wow, I think this is the most "back & forth" entry I've ever written. My mind is just a wandering.........
is it snowing?