normajeane

So, it's 5:25am & I have just spent the last 6 hours with the most amazing guy... I feel really bad b/c he had to work at 5am, and we stayed up all night. But I couldn't help it. I couldn't sleep. I just wanted to look at him. And touch him. And listen to him. It's hard to believe how happy I am when I am with him -- b/c I'm not at a very happy point in my life. But I am when I am with him. He's introduced me to so many new things -- new bands, books, ideas -- I love who he is & want to learn so much more about him. I'm scared, b/c I really like him, and I don't know what might happen with him. I don't know if anything will come of us. But right now I'm just going with the flow (my new philosophy on life for now) & letting it all happen naturally. I don't want to put a damper on "us" by trying to decide what we are. So I won't. I only hope that he thinks of me as much as I think of him... and that this is real...

ok, so now it is 6:24am & I'm ready for bed... I just downloaded all of the songs from Dashboard Confessional - The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most. I had never heard of this band until just recently -- and I love them. Anyone else have suggestions for really great bands I'm missing out on ???

I'm off to bed to listen to this cd & think of someone... now that it is light outside.