norma_jean

school: i feel like i'm failing my classes. most people get anxiety mid-semester, mine all hits me toward the end. i feel like i'm on the midst of a nervous breakdown.

my scholarship depends on my grades, and my education depends on my scholarship, so the wicked machine that is higher education may by getting the better of me. i just hope i can keep it up these last few weeks.

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hearts: things with the boy and i are surreal. so surreal i feel like i'm dreaming, or in some garden state-esque movie.

god i sound so fucking emo.... but hey, it's the truth. all i know is that for once, i got lucky, and i'm not going to let the oppurtunity for happiness pass me by.


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life sucks: so i have to bring my beloved bailey the kittie to my moms house tomorrow because my apt. complex hates me. i am going to miss him so much...

i hope i don't cry. i hate crying.

there's no crying in baseball.


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music: saw the boy's friends band robotmonkeyarm at stardust on friday. it was freakin' sweet, i was pleasantly surprised.

wednesday is mercury program at the social. after listening to a lot of their music, i really want to go. i hope i can afford it.

money sucks.



this show will rule. i love different types of music.



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can't wait to see everyone at Gonzoe's going away bash. it is going to own.



cheers!






-m