Slept all day, and it was amazing. Truly, truly amazing.
I went and saw a friend I haven't seen in awhile and her newborn. Man is that little girl adorable. I miss those days I had with my little man. I wish he would just want to cuddle with me and let me hold him all day long, but now I'm lucky if he wants...
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I went and saw a friend I haven't seen in awhile and her newborn. Man is that little girl adorable. I miss those days I had with my little man. I wish he would just want to cuddle with me and let me hold him all day long, but now I'm lucky if he wants...
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actionbastard:
Red Lobster is frickin yum. I'm jealous. And I'm also jealous you saw Public Enemies, I have yet to see that. Score 2 for you, lol
hollywood24:
i saw public ememies yeasterday also...i thought it was ana mazing movie..
Babysitting...bleh. Today was pretty great day, went shopping, went out to eat. Hung out with my wife, went to see our friends play at the local coffee shop. Talked to my ex's love interest, I've decided I really like her. She plans to come and visit and she wants to hang...why not? lol. Called a quits with a boy I liked. Sad thing is this...
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doontheloon:
ok here is a list of things that are on my mind at this moment.
1) Ashley you are a really great person. Don't ever let anyone tell you different.
2) I just didn't want anything serious. And I just felt that it was going that way.
3 ) Ashley I've never lied to you, led you on in any way, or made empty promises.
4) If anyone is a joke, it's definitely you sam. I'm not the one who fucks people to keep from feeling empty inside.
5) I don't creep your profile because I have friends that truly love me and more self respect and self esteem than you'll ever have. I could really give a shit less about you after i discovered the type of person you are.
6) I'm not perfect i've made MANY mistakes in my day. BUT I don't blame my shortcomings on other people.
7)Ashley, I know ignoring you for a while wasn't the greatest move and I know you're mad at me, but there are just a lot of things in my life that I have to get in order right now. I hope we can still be friends because we really do get along great and I have so much respect for you and the things you've been through. I would really like to talk to you sometime soon so maybe you could understand what is going on with me. We were good at getting along great but i guess we never really sat down and talked about things that we wanted and plans that we had for our lives. And for that i apologize. I just don't want to be your enemy ever.
im sorry this was long and parts of it were shitty. but i couldn't fit it all into a text or a verbal conversation.
1) Ashley you are a really great person. Don't ever let anyone tell you different.
2) I just didn't want anything serious. And I just felt that it was going that way.
3 ) Ashley I've never lied to you, led you on in any way, or made empty promises.
4) If anyone is a joke, it's definitely you sam. I'm not the one who fucks people to keep from feeling empty inside.
5) I don't creep your profile because I have friends that truly love me and more self respect and self esteem than you'll ever have. I could really give a shit less about you after i discovered the type of person you are.
6) I'm not perfect i've made MANY mistakes in my day. BUT I don't blame my shortcomings on other people.
7)Ashley, I know ignoring you for a while wasn't the greatest move and I know you're mad at me, but there are just a lot of things in my life that I have to get in order right now. I hope we can still be friends because we really do get along great and I have so much respect for you and the things you've been through. I would really like to talk to you sometime soon so maybe you could understand what is going on with me. We were good at getting along great but i guess we never really sat down and talked about things that we wanted and plans that we had for our lives. And for that i apologize. I just don't want to be your enemy ever.
im sorry this was long and parts of it were shitty. but i couldn't fit it all into a text or a verbal conversation.
actionbastard:
Yeah, I'm sure whatever it is I will do what I need to do. Thanks for the support, it does ease my mind a bit 
My head hurts, but I'm going out looking for a job. Not much is offered around here but who knows maybe I'll get lucky. Having no money and being unemployed completely sucks. So, it was a weird morning, my ex asked if I could find a girl on facebook. A girl that became his love interest while he was away at boot camp, so I...
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Wow today what a day! My mom got a job today. A few months ago, a company she worked with for 17 years laid her off. And today she got a new job, pays roughly the same which was a shock to her but the benefits are better. It took a huge weight off our family's shoulders. And as a celebration, she is taking us...
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merc17:
Keep your head up, glad things are looking better.
My little man is sick. No fun.
Arguing about stupid shit with people. Ridiculous.
Planning out my future. Stressful.
Realizing that I have no plans for this weekend. Blah.
Headaches, sinus pressure and too many emotions. Suck.
Walking for 2 hours with my sister. Relieving.
Laundry, cleaning, and cooking. Redundant.
My day summed up in a few words. Can't wait for a change, it just...
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Arguing about stupid shit with people. Ridiculous.
Planning out my future. Stressful.
Realizing that I have no plans for this weekend. Blah.
Headaches, sinus pressure and too many emotions. Suck.
Walking for 2 hours with my sister. Relieving.
Laundry, cleaning, and cooking. Redundant.
My day summed up in a few words. Can't wait for a change, it just...
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hollywood24:
well i am sorry for that hope july 15 is a better day for you
Every few weeks or months or just when I'm having a hard time, I like to reevaluate my current situation. I look at my hopes and dreams, my fears and wishes, my goals and just life in general. Some of the things stay the same, and sometimes they completely change from what my original plan was. It's a scary thing sometimes, knowing that what I...
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sameenvy:
Honey, as far as school goes, I know exactly where you are coming from. I know that it is hard but I also know that sometimes you don't realize how amazingly strong you really are. You can do absolutely anything that you put your mind to. I know you can. You would make a great teacher and the experiences that you have had in your life will make it very easy to connect with your students. I could totally see you being the teacher that everyone comes to with their problems even though you are not necessarily the school's social worker. (I also think that you would be a great social worker by the way but, I know how much you love to write.) I will say one thing about you going to school though, Ash. You need to do something with dance. I know that you have told me that you want to but I seriously think that it is something that you need to do. You would be great at it and dancing was such an incredibly good outlet for you. You can do anything that you set your mind to.
And when it comes to finding the right guy, don't ever settle. You have been fucked over by so many guys. Hopefully since you had that talk with a certain boy last night, things will get better. I want so badly for you to be happy. And truthfully, I do think that he could make you happy but the two of you need to fully let each other in. If you are not ready, then I can understand that but honey, you cannot keep putting up a wall. And after the talk that the two of you had last night and how you told me how happy and grateful you were that the two of you talked about things, I really think that he cares about you pretty immensely. It's just a matter of the two of you having walls up. And even if it doesn't end up that he is the right guy for you, I strongly think that it will be a helpful experience for you. Like you said, you haven't been in a committed relationship in a long time and it's about time that you let someone make you truly happy. Yes, you might get hurt again. But you also might learn more about yourself by putting yourself out there to someone other than Danny.
Either way sweetheart, you will be okay. I promise you.
I love you, Ash.
And when it comes to finding the right guy, don't ever settle. You have been fucked over by so many guys. Hopefully since you had that talk with a certain boy last night, things will get better. I want so badly for you to be happy. And truthfully, I do think that he could make you happy but the two of you need to fully let each other in. If you are not ready, then I can understand that but honey, you cannot keep putting up a wall. And after the talk that the two of you had last night and how you told me how happy and grateful you were that the two of you talked about things, I really think that he cares about you pretty immensely. It's just a matter of the two of you having walls up. And even if it doesn't end up that he is the right guy for you, I strongly think that it will be a helpful experience for you. Like you said, you haven't been in a committed relationship in a long time and it's about time that you let someone make you truly happy. Yes, you might get hurt again. But you also might learn more about yourself by putting yourself out there to someone other than Danny.
Either way sweetheart, you will be okay. I promise you.
I love you, Ash.
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world.
Six billion souls.
And sometimes -- all you need is...
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Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world.
Six billion souls.
And sometimes -- all you need is...
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My blogs got messed up because I'm clearly incapable of using this site correctly, so read the blog posted previous to this.
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Alphabet Killer: blah, it was a decent movie, definitely had the potential to be better. It drug on way to long.
Currently obsessed with the song "I ain't your boyfriend baby" by 3oh!3
This is 4th of July weekend, big deal. To me it is just another weekend of sitting at home and watching movies. Yes, it's true I have absolutely no life
Why the...
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Currently obsessed with the song "I ain't your boyfriend baby" by 3oh!3
This is 4th of July weekend, big deal. To me it is just another weekend of sitting at home and watching movies. Yes, it's true I have absolutely no life
Why the...
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