noreins

I'm going to go tour my first pick for school in a few weeks. I'm excited! I'm also going to go view a few apartments and talk about my options. I really hope I can make it work, because I'm ready for a change. I know I could make it work, I know it will be hard, but I don't need easy I just need possible.

I decided to own up to my mistakes and I apologized to my son's father's girlfriend. I had messaged her and outed him about cheating on her and how she is just a young naive little girl. I texted her and let her know that I'm sorry and that it's her relationship and I don't need to interfere. She responded with, "Thank you and I really hope you don't hold any hard feelings." So I wrote back that I am happy Danny had found someone and the only intentions I had was for her. That I don't want to be with Danny whatsoever and that I don't harbor any hard feelings. I told her she is an adult and make her own decisions and be happy right where she is. All I care about is the happiness and safety of my boys. So my apology may have come off not so sensitive. But I wasn't apologizing to say I was lying or that I wanted to be with him. I was apologizing for the way I went about things and for pretty much making myself look like a crazy ex. However, if she were to ask me if Danny has cheated I will be honest and tell her yes, but I am no longer looking out for her.

I'm ready to not be considered the crazy ex and I'm ready to live my life for me. So many changes hopefully will happen I just hope I can handle it all and it is the right choice.