stays in my stomach until at least the 15. I'll be 36 weeks on Friday which means that I am full term, 9 months pregnant. Time has flown by.
I made cupcakes today with my little man, it was a blast and I should be finishing up on homework but instead I felt it was important to update everyone on my extremely eventful life.
I've been so exhausted lately, I usually go to bed no later than 10, most nights it's earlier than that. I wake up at 6 get Monster ready for school and get him on the bus at 7 and I go back to sleep until 10:30. Pregnancy is starting to drain everything from me. Although, I have held it together tons better than when I was pregnant with Monster. I was a lot more emotional and I had a lot more anger built up, I've learned to let things roll and not care to much. I've realized I can't make Danny do things that I believe he should do or want to do. I now give him the date and time for doctor appointments and if he comes then cool if not, oh well. I quit telling him details about the pregnancy, if he wants to know he has my number and can call/text me to ask. I know he doesn't want another kid and well it wasn't planned on my part either but at least I can be an adult about it. He informed me that he thinks it's best the baby stays here until he gets on a schedule (so roughly the first three months or so) and if I get overwhelmed he could probably stay every now and again to help. He is also leaving for two weeks in January to do a voluntary school for the guard. Come fall he plans to move an hour and a half away to attend a university...I'm glad he wants to continue schooling but I'm disappointed he picked the school just because all his high school friends are there not because it's where he wanted to go. He gave me a list of community colleges that are near the university so if I want to transfer I can so he can be closer to the kids. Not to be bitchy in any sense but if he wanted to be near the kids he would make the effort, he wouldn't decide to move and then try and make me follow him.
Well not much else is going on for me, I did finish the series Six Feet Under...if you have never watched it I recommend it. I loved how it ended, in my opinion one of the best endings to a series I've ever seen.
Well I hope all of your lives are going the way you want and everyone is finding happiness.
