Today is kind of a FUCK YOU day.
Who am I kidding? It's been like a FUCK YOU week.
I scheduled my classes. In the summer I am hoping (as long as I have the funds) I will be in the CNA program. This fall I am in English 102, Statistics, Anatomy and Phisiology, Psychology 101, and Speech 175. Those plus three other classes I will take in the Spring are my prerequistes for to get into the LPN program. I don't need my CNA, but it's a good stepping stone and plus I'm almost guaranteed a job once I'm done with the program. Which I desperately need. I am on a waiting list for JTPA, it's a program sort of like financial aid, it will help me pay for everything due to my low paying job and me having a child. The only bad news is I'm on the seventh page of the waiting list, but I'm hoping a miracle will happen and I make the program in time for the summer start. Because I don't have $1200 to pay for the program. But at least I have a plan of action.
This weekend is going to be my girl's weekend. I believe I am going to Madison, Wisconsin...the location is still undecided, but so far thats the plan. It will be nice to get away for the weekend. I sort of don't want to go for the fact I don't really have the money to spend nor do I want to sit in the car for hours driving. And plus I'll miss my Monster. But I figured I might as well take this vacation because I don't get one to often, and Danny is willing to take Monster all weekend...so I should jump on this band wagon while I have the chance.
I feel like a zombie these past few days, just moving through the day, doing what needs to be done, then going to bed, waking up and repeating. I guess I'm just being a downer lately. My friends are all talking about how excited they are to move and go to an university next year, I'm happy for them but I really don't care to hear about it every single day when I'm staying behind. So I zone out when they talk, do what needs to be done in class and at home, spend my time with Monster and sleep.
Speaking of the Monster, now when I put him down for bed I tell him goodnight, that I love him and I will see him in the morning. Well last night when I was telling him all that I leaned down to give him a kiss and he put his hand over my mom and said, "shh mama no talking, ok?" I started laughing and he repeated it again and added he was going to bed. He cracks me up, I don't know if that is something he came up with on his own or if his dad or daycare provider says that but I couldn't stop laughing. I wish my Monster was home tonight, tonight would be a good night to play with him
Who am I kidding? It's been like a FUCK YOU week.
I scheduled my classes. In the summer I am hoping (as long as I have the funds) I will be in the CNA program. This fall I am in English 102, Statistics, Anatomy and Phisiology, Psychology 101, and Speech 175. Those plus three other classes I will take in the Spring are my prerequistes for to get into the LPN program. I don't need my CNA, but it's a good stepping stone and plus I'm almost guaranteed a job once I'm done with the program. Which I desperately need. I am on a waiting list for JTPA, it's a program sort of like financial aid, it will help me pay for everything due to my low paying job and me having a child. The only bad news is I'm on the seventh page of the waiting list, but I'm hoping a miracle will happen and I make the program in time for the summer start. Because I don't have $1200 to pay for the program. But at least I have a plan of action.
This weekend is going to be my girl's weekend. I believe I am going to Madison, Wisconsin...the location is still undecided, but so far thats the plan. It will be nice to get away for the weekend. I sort of don't want to go for the fact I don't really have the money to spend nor do I want to sit in the car for hours driving. And plus I'll miss my Monster. But I figured I might as well take this vacation because I don't get one to often, and Danny is willing to take Monster all weekend...so I should jump on this band wagon while I have the chance.
I feel like a zombie these past few days, just moving through the day, doing what needs to be done, then going to bed, waking up and repeating. I guess I'm just being a downer lately. My friends are all talking about how excited they are to move and go to an university next year, I'm happy for them but I really don't care to hear about it every single day when I'm staying behind. So I zone out when they talk, do what needs to be done in class and at home, spend my time with Monster and sleep.
Speaking of the Monster, now when I put him down for bed I tell him goodnight, that I love him and I will see him in the morning. Well last night when I was telling him all that I leaned down to give him a kiss and he put his hand over my mom and said, "shh mama no talking, ok?" I started laughing and he repeated it again and added he was going to bed. He cracks me up, I don't know if that is something he came up with on his own or if his dad or daycare provider says that but I couldn't stop laughing. I wish my Monster was home tonight, tonight would be a good night to play with him
methodology:
Hope you have a good weekend. Sounds like you need one
dchucky:
Your Monster sounds awesome! I hope you're having a great weekend.