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Let's see. Not much to report on.

I'm real down. Kind of depressed. I like to position myself away from my friends recently, I think I've exchanged ten texts with my closest friend in the past 2 days.

I got my hair cut short again, I quite like it, sorry no new pictures yet.

I've started working out and tanning, can't see a difference in either.

I bought tons of movies on Friday:
The Hangover
The Proposal
The Gamer
He's Just Not That Into You
Backwoods
Boneyard...this came with a Helter Skelter movie
Public Enemies
Halloween 2 (Rob Zombie's Make)
Nightmare on Elm Street...8 of the movies are included...including Freddy vs Jason
Law Abiding Citizen
I Love You Man
Rent
Horsemen

I didn't spend more than $7 on any of them.

I know I bitch a lot about Danny's fathering but he is actually doing an amazing job. And he had to take the weekend off because an old friend of his from high school came home from Vegas and he also had drill weekend...so I had my Monster for 5 days straight. I didn't realize how much I miss being a mom all the time. With Danny actually stepping up and being in his son's life we share custody...And although I've thrilled he is a part of his life I really do miss being there all the time.

Speaking of Danny. He came over on Thursday night. It's been a long time since we had an intimate setting. We laid in my bed and talked for a few hours. We cuddled, and kissed and got intimate. It was fantastic. We laid here arm in arm. We talked about our son, school, work, life. I still care about that boy tremendously...I don't really know if having his come over was a good idea, but I'm not complaining.

We have family pictures on Saturday. It's going to be me, Danny and my son. I don't think we are getting a real family picture considering we aren't together as a family, but we are getting Monster's three year old pictures, Danny and Monster and Me and Monster. Hopefully he smiles well for the pictures, sometimes he is a little camera shy.

I talk to my advisor at school on Monday the 19th. I'm looking into taking a CNA program, its an 8 week program and I would learn the ins and outs of being a CNA. I could then get a job at a hospital or nursing home while I continuing schooling and eventually get into the nursing program. Hopefully it all works out the way I would like it too.

Well I think I rambled enough. I hope everyone is having a lovely evening. Time to take some tylenol for me, my head is pounding.