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I cut my bangs...now they aren't as long as the rest of my hair


Painting update:
Before:
And since I couldn't look at it anymore knowing I painted it for Dan, I had to repaint it...
After:


So today was a day of numbers for me, I was counting everything:
50 days since I told Dan I love him.
51 days since I sent pictures messages out of anger.
40 days since my last period.
3 negative pregnancy tests.
0 positive pregnancy tests.
47 oranges I've had in the past week.
17 days since my world crashed.
8 days since I've seen Dan.
8 days since I was in his arms.
13 days since I laid and cuddled with him
1 day since I've cried.
2 days until classes start.
24 pounds I've gained since May.
6 pounds I've gained since December.
4 days since I've seen my best friend.
7 days since I learned I fucked up my school.
17 days of pretending I'm happy.

Some of the numbers that have crossed my mind today...