noreins

Extremely rough day.

This is how I decided to start my night, in hopes to ease my pain...

This is how I'm going to have to relieve the pain caused by my drinks

My Paintings that I have been working on...
The White Strips, I have to paint over this, I did it for someone and it will be impossible to give to him...and I can't look at it knowing it was for him
This one is for me, I'm not done with it but you get the idea


I'm just so lost anymore, I want the hurt to go away. I need to stop doing things that causes the pain. I end up hurting the people I love. And I'm sorry.