noreins

So I'm kind pissed off. I'm trying not to be but I can't help it. I found out that my closest friend of the past two years has been a piece of shit the whole time and lying to me. She (along with all of my other friends) slept with my ex. I'm not upset it happened to be honest. It happened two years ago, it's the fact that she has been bad mouthing all these girls that did that too me and she can't even own up to it. I just feel like the past two years has been a complete joke. Everything I went to her for and everything she knew about me and Danny (my ex). I don't know how someone can do that to their friend and lie about it and live with themselves. I've really come to learn that you can't trust anyone but yourself. I feel very betrayed and hurt by it, but that's not something I will ever let her know. She doesn't deserve any of my time and doesn't deserve to know that she succeeded in hurting me. I have learned that there are a few people I can count on and lean on and I'm very grateful and appreciative of them. I had a little melt down earlier today, but I'm doing my best to not let it get to me. I already knew that my ex wasn't/isn't worth it and that I can never expect anything but bad news from him. But, I never expected this from her, in fact I thought she was the only friend who wouldn't have done that to me...but FUCK HER! She has no other friends around here. She hasn't showed up to school since we got into an argument. She doesn't even know I know about her and Danny, and I will not give her the satisfaction of letting her know. I'm above all this drama and bullshit and I carry myself with a lot more class than she obviously does. She will never amount to anything more than a low life bottom feeder, and I'm just glad I got out before she took me down with her.

Man how I feel so much better to rant and get it all off my chest. Thanks for listening :] or reading :].

Oh and not only did they have sex but they had sex in MY car...classy I know.