So lately things have just been weird.
I don't know I'm just in a funk, I've been getting pissed at everyone over nothing. I'm extremely irritable and don't know how to fix it.
Like the other night me and Marissa were chilling, nothing really exciting and one of her guy friends wanted to hang out, so we met up with him so he could follow us back to her house...half way to her house he turns off and doesn't answer any of our texts or anything. I don't understand why he wanted us to meet him and then just completely ditch us...why even show up or ask us to meet you anywhere if you are just going to ditch us? And then a mutual friend came over. Me and him had a previous thing going on, but it's over and has been over for me for a long time, but I found out that it was not over for him. He first tried to take my phone, well I have pictures of me and people on there that I definitely don't want anyone to see. So he kept trying to grab it from me and I put it in my back pocket and he kept trying to grab it, I was getting pissed. He ended up ripping my belt loop on my jeans. Then he kept trying to mess with the holes in my jeans and kept trying to rip them more so that was pissing me off. THEN on top of all that I had to literally keep slapping his hands away from me because he kept trying to grab my butt, or my thighs or just touch me in general. So I tried to just let it slide, so I went to grab my smokes and he tried to take them from me and flush them or break them, I finally got them from him and he took my lighter. I was beyond livid at that moment. I finally got everything from him, smoked and then took his drunk ass home. Then I get a text about how he likes when I'm pissy that it's cute and how he finds me attractive, I never responded to the texts. Since then I have received over a few dozen texts, I still have not replied.
Our town every labor day has what's called "Hog Days" which I like to call Dirty Days. Literally I swear all the mole rats crawl out of the sewers to infest the town. We have a carnival and a parade and I can't wait until it is over tomorrow. I don't know maybe it's Dirty Days that is messing with my mind, I just feel like I'm going to snap at everyone. I'm really short and bitchy towards everyone...even people who don't deserve it.
Maybe once school starts back up again on Tuesday I will be fine. Here's hoping.
I don't know I'm just in a funk, I've been getting pissed at everyone over nothing. I'm extremely irritable and don't know how to fix it.
Like the other night me and Marissa were chilling, nothing really exciting and one of her guy friends wanted to hang out, so we met up with him so he could follow us back to her house...half way to her house he turns off and doesn't answer any of our texts or anything. I don't understand why he wanted us to meet him and then just completely ditch us...why even show up or ask us to meet you anywhere if you are just going to ditch us? And then a mutual friend came over. Me and him had a previous thing going on, but it's over and has been over for me for a long time, but I found out that it was not over for him. He first tried to take my phone, well I have pictures of me and people on there that I definitely don't want anyone to see. So he kept trying to grab it from me and I put it in my back pocket and he kept trying to grab it, I was getting pissed. He ended up ripping my belt loop on my jeans. Then he kept trying to mess with the holes in my jeans and kept trying to rip them more so that was pissing me off. THEN on top of all that I had to literally keep slapping his hands away from me because he kept trying to grab my butt, or my thighs or just touch me in general. So I tried to just let it slide, so I went to grab my smokes and he tried to take them from me and flush them or break them, I finally got them from him and he took my lighter. I was beyond livid at that moment. I finally got everything from him, smoked and then took his drunk ass home. Then I get a text about how he likes when I'm pissy that it's cute and how he finds me attractive, I never responded to the texts. Since then I have received over a few dozen texts, I still have not replied.
Our town every labor day has what's called "Hog Days" which I like to call Dirty Days. Literally I swear all the mole rats crawl out of the sewers to infest the town. We have a carnival and a parade and I can't wait until it is over tomorrow. I don't know maybe it's Dirty Days that is messing with my mind, I just feel like I'm going to snap at everyone. I'm really short and bitchy towards everyone...even people who don't deserve it.
Maybe once school starts back up again on Tuesday I will be fine. Here's hoping.