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Last night I got drunk. It sure was a fun night. I remember my entire night AND I'm not hung over so you know that's a good sign. I got closer to a friend of mine, she confined in me with stuff she has never told anyone. I'm glad she feels that she can trust me. Unfortunately, the alcohol hit her hard and she was...
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Irritated.

Livid.

Yep, that's my night.

So definitely just want to cry...check my online back account and my daycare provider just cashed probably a month and a half worth of checks, I have like no money to my name and my gas tank is completely on E. And I'm pretty sure Shawn needs diapers. Man can't the 30th come sooner...Come on next payday.

Hopefully I can get another job...and soon!

Stressed.

I need a better job, one that I can work for more than 8 hours a week. I can barely get by. FUCK!

I wish there were some miracle way to make money, if anyone knows the trick let me know

So I scheduled my classes for next semester. I've been going to my classes and staying focused. I just need to keep it up. I can't afford to fuck this up. Shawn is counting on me to get an education and a career so I can give him the life he deserves.

Although, I am totally ready for Thanksgiving break. The week off will be...
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So it's 11:48 pm and I'm dead tired, but I can't sleep. My chest is on fire. Within the past two days I have gone through a whole thing of Tums. And although this wouldn't help my situation any...I'm in the mood to just get wasted. Take my mind off of everything, relax and just drink.

Also, my Itunes is in need of a serious...
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So here I am again drawing...it has really become my outlet lately.

So I have a lot of time on my hands to think lately. I'm down another friend due to my ex. Yay for being a complete douchebag...both of them. And I've decided that I'm okay with all of this. I'm doing some soul searching for myself and quite frankly I don't need any...
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I totally feel like drawing tonight, so it looks like I know what I will be doing.

I also feel like a photo opt...look forward to some new pictures :]

Pretty sure I'm getting sick, I feel absolutely terrible.

I'm hot as hell, and I can't strip off anymore clothes...being sickly sucks.

Heartburn has completely run my life these past few days, haven't been able to eat or drink much today without feeling like I'm dying. Honestly, don't know if I'm going to school tomorrow...I guess we will see if I sleep better than I...
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So I'm kind pissed off. I'm trying not to be but I can't help it. I found out that my closest friend of the past two years has been a piece of shit the whole time and lying to me. She (along with all of my other friends) slept with my ex. I'm not upset it happened to be honest. It happened two years ago,...
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