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I would love to say things are getting better for me, but unfortunately they are not...although they haven't gotten worse.

Dan and I are completely done...there is not saving what we had, I was in between classes when me and him were texting about it, and when he said that I started crying in the cafeteria...I'm not one to cry normally, in fact...
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I'm heartbroken and want nothing more than to talk to Dan.

I'm still sick and have vapor rub on my chest and neck.

I'm gauging my ears and I'm at a 12G right now.

Ugh I'm kind of miserable.

Hope everyone else is having a better time.

So this new year has sucked...and if this is any indication on how the rest of the year is going to be then I'm ready for it to be over.

Let's see within the past 30 days....
I got caught in a lie
I hurt the person I love
I lost the person I love
I'm heartbroken
I lost financial aid
I lost my job...to...
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I feel miserable. My throat hurts so bad, it even hurts to breathe. I sound like a man when I talk and want to cry when I cough. I get sick like this once a year and if this is the same as last year, I haven't even reached the worse part of this yet. I just want to get better.

My son is finally...
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So right now I'm watching Snatch I really enjoy this movie.

My son is sick so he is laying here with me...he wants to cuddle, I'll take when I can get it.

School is going pretty well...AND I found out I get to keep my job at the school I'm pretty stoked.

Next month I plan on getting a few piercings done let's see if...
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The longest journey starts with a single step.

That's all it takes. You must make an effort if you want to succeed at anything. I have been researching schools to go to after I get my associates at Black Hawk. I keep questioning what I want to do. If I want to continue with my English major. I'm at a crossroads right now. I have...
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So I was reading some previous blogs and I realize I've been complaining a lot and I've been very down. So today I sat down and made a few lists. Lists of things I want to do, goals, what I want to change in my life...just pretty much everything. So it starts with today. It starts with a step in the right direction. A positive...
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So it's pretty much set, no school for me.

Another tally to the list of fuck ups.

I hate myself.

So recently I have been feeling pretty discouraged. I feel disgusting in my own body. I have gained roughly 20 pounds since May, and I feel like nothing fits right and just down right gross. I have two jeans that fit me right, and they are snug. I think I'm going to start Yoga here shortly. I heard it's a stress reliever and hopefully I...
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