nonservium

On being a rit kid...

Well today marks day two of my return to meds to treat my ADHD. For me it's a bit of a defeat- basically acknowledging that I was wrong to take myself off them in the first place. I was doing so well at work I figured I had things under control and who needed them. I was even honest enough with myself to acknowledge when my performance started sliding at work. And it has finally hit that point where I had to admit that it was time I got back on them.

I guess it just sucks for me to have to accept that this is something I am going to have to deal with all of my adult life. It's not something that I am just going to beat and from then on it's going to be better. I have a long way to go still...

Drugs alone won't change anything really. I need to make some drastic changes to the way I do work. I need a little organization in my life. I need to follow through on the goals I have set for myself.

Bleh- somehow what I need isn't what I want.