It's such a sad old feeling,
the hills are soft and green.
It's memories that I'm stealing,
But you're innocent when you dream.
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God I am so fucking pissed right now. I scratched up my motorcycle on the way to work. I was late and in a rush, someone slammed on their breaks, and I overreacted with the rear break and put my bike into a skid. I'm pissed at her but mostly at myself for being so stupid and careless.
I am blinded by my rage. I want to cool down but don't know how. I wanted to go to First Thursday Art Walk but now I don't feel like I deserve it. I wanted to drive to Oregon this weekend but the bikes fucked up and I probably can't afford to now. There goes $400 I could have spent on something else.
I keep running through things in my head over and over again- reminding myself of all the ways I fucked up. I was agressive...I breaked too hard...I wasn't in proper riding position. When am I going to grow up and stop being so reckless with my property and my life? About the only thing I did right was wear my leathers and not get hurt.
Someone give me a hug and tell me everything is all right. Or just slap me hard. Either one will do.
the hills are soft and green.
It's memories that I'm stealing,
But you're innocent when you dream.
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God I am so fucking pissed right now. I scratched up my motorcycle on the way to work. I was late and in a rush, someone slammed on their breaks, and I overreacted with the rear break and put my bike into a skid. I'm pissed at her but mostly at myself for being so stupid and careless.
I am blinded by my rage. I want to cool down but don't know how. I wanted to go to First Thursday Art Walk but now I don't feel like I deserve it. I wanted to drive to Oregon this weekend but the bikes fucked up and I probably can't afford to now. There goes $400 I could have spent on something else.
I keep running through things in my head over and over again- reminding myself of all the ways I fucked up. I was agressive...I breaked too hard...I wasn't in proper riding position. When am I going to grow up and stop being so reckless with my property and my life? About the only thing I did right was wear my leathers and not get hurt.
Someone give me a hug and tell me everything is all right. Or just slap me hard. Either one will do.
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Scuffs on leathers add character to them.