Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

nonsensetwice

Southern California

Member Since 2021

Followers 45 Following 291

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

What’s On My Mind?

Nov 16, 2022
8
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email

I love that prompt when you first open the writing modal: “what’s on your mind?”

Turns out, a lot of nonsense is on my mind. And a lot of concern. A lot of juggling projects and concepts. A lot of iterating over past conversations and interactions, and then iterating over them again and again. A lot of wondering how I’ll spend my downtime or what I want to write about today.

See? A whole lot of nonsense.

Though, that last one is an interesting consideration. There is no theme here. There’s no agenda. There’s no outline. I want to get back in the habit of writing regularly, and I don’t want to have to think about it too much. I just want to sit down and write, and may the blank page, along with all judgements that are unleashed by any who deigns to read what goes onto it, be damned.

Though, the thought regarding what I’m going to write about still crosses my mind when I consider that I have to write.

Tonight, particularly, in addition to considering what I would write about, I considered why I’m writing HERE, on suicidegirls.com. I could blog anywhere. Wordpress, tumblr, Wattpad, Medium, and many many others offer platforms for writing that some would consider more appropriate. The problem is that all of that is boring.

Wordpress is sterile. tumblr is chaotic, but not in a fun, burn the place down, kind of way; it’s just hella judgy. And while lots of places are hella judgy—hi twitter—tumblr’s the only place I know that relies on judgy-ness to stay afloat. Wattpad is for stories and I don’t have those. Medium is more sterile than Wordpress. I could build a site and blog there but that’s a whole lot of work I don’t want to do just to spew some random bullshit into it. And fuck the idea that any place is more appropriate than any other when it comes to writing for the sake of writing.

If you can’t share it on a platform that celebrates alternative models, maybe you shouldn’t be sharing it, no matter what platform you choose.

Also, I’m curious as to the shock factor when I share my work and my friends are brought to my page on this site. That thought alone makes me giggle a little bit.

What’s on my mind? A whole lot of nonsense.

More Blogs

  • 12.23.23
    0

    Holidays and Routines Don’t Vibe Well Together

    Normally I’d be writing late in the evening, but this weekend has m…
  • 12.22.23
    2

    The Daily Logo Challenge

    I joined The Daily Logo design challenge today. 50 prompts in 50 da…
  • 12.20.23
    2

    Designing and Coding and Writing, Oh My!

    One interesting fact about having varied interests is it becomes ea…
  • 12.19.23
    0

    Take Care of Yourself

    Human Instrumentality. The dissolution of the ego and a return to O…
  • 12.18.23
    0

    I’m Not a Vodka Boy, I’m a Whiskey Boi

    You know what the problem with whiskey is? Actually, I don’t hav…
  • 12.18.23
    0

    A Little Extra Helping of Horny

    Last night was a rowdy romp through Christmas Town in the North Po…
  • 12.16.23
    5

    Why is dndBeyond’s Marketplace Such a Mess?

    A friend is running a Christmas-themed dnd one-shot campaign and th…
  • 12.15.23
    0

    Neon Genesis Evangelion, Netflix, and the Horrible, Terrible, No Good…

    I’m introducing Neon Genesis Evangelion to my lady who’s watching i…
  • 12.13.23
    2

    Fallout 4 Nerdom

    🚨 Warning: Spoilers Ahead 🚨 I’ve been playing Fallout 4 for a li…
  • 12.12.23
    5

    Stoned Thoughts

    I had an idea for tonight’s blog, but promptly forgot it after sm…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
19
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,599 SuicideGirls
  • 1,114,228 followers
  • 14,946,099 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,456,705 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo