Firstly, an apology to everyone, and myself, for not updating my journalas often as I feel I should. Maybe it's the vanity talking, but I wanna be more active and coax all of you into loving me even more! All the same, a week between journal updates is a porr showing for someone who has internet access at work!

The last week or so has been one of relaxation and catching up after moving house, yes I have been in bed before midnight most days of the last week, something unheared of in our flat! Well i suppose I have to get aqquainted with the new sistuation of actually having a double bed! How i lived withput one i'll never know/.

Apart from that, i've been quite refreshed yet still anxious as ever, still no proper job and still no idea about what said proper job may entail.

I have a massive desire to do something as creative as my past university degrees and the new found freedom of my huge bedroom has allowed me the space to play my guitar and bass again without feeling like i'm gigging in a broom cupboard. So yes, my musical development is continuing, slowly but surely. Damn do i need a bass amp, i'm going to blow the horn on my guitar amp soon if i carry on like i am. (yes I am stupid)

Saying that, i want to get back into my photography again, both my 35mm have been neglected of late and i'd really love to do some more portrait photo's, i think i've got a willing subject!

I'm missing the SG meets, i'd love to trip up to London again, but it looks like that'll have to wait until payday which is 2 weeks away now.

Question:
Regret? Yes / No / Never??