nonblonde

so my fiance and i broke it off friday night.

well, i guess technically i broke it off.

either way, i'm single.

any takers?

p.s. had to add that everything is ok between us, no sadness and bad feelings. we are just going to try and work our own issues out before trying to repair "us."

today was a good day...
a waste of gas but a good day nonetheless.

i woke up and drove to work after a late night of drinking, yes a thursday night, and when i arrived at work i found the parking garage rather empty. i assumed that the other offices were closed for the day or something and continued on to my building. once the...
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it was great meeting everyone saturday night. im happy i dragged my ass out to jupes after f1. i had a blast. i wont be on much this week because my bf's family is staying with us until saturday. wish me luck. haha.

so after just a little more than a year my relationship has fallen into comfort mode. you know, where you just live day to day as if you were living with a roommate instead of a significant other. this always happens to me. i want him to be more affectionate like he used to be, to pay more attention like he used to. i've told...
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i'm tired.
i'm depressed.
i have no self worth.
i have no self esteem.
i need a fucking drink...

p.s. demetri martin makes me laugh my ass off. google him or something.

to anyone who was planning on attending tonights party at my house...

it's cancelled.

<3 janae

so i was bored today and dyed my hair red. see my pics section to see the results and feel free to leave me some comments. im still unsure of my decision.

so my birthday on friday was great. i had a blast drinking and dancing it up at hot pink with my buds, sara and crystal, and all the new people i met that night. all thanks to crystal, the HP guru. then saturday it just ended up being 6-8 of us hanging out at my apt watching movies, talking and drinking all night. it was...
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