Saturday Sep 10, 2005

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i felt so alone tonight that i cried.

it was a weird feeling.

i don't ever cry.

while it was happening i was hoping to feel relief at the end.

but afterwards i realized, i'm still alone.

p.s. sorry for the emo shit. it's just one of those nights i guess.
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faye:
Everyone needs to cry sometime. It justs out a lot of emotion that you keep inside.

I hope that tonight is better for you love.
I hate feeling alone.
rock_starry:
it is ok i understand! i hope ya feel better and if you feel alone again i am here to talk! and you arent alone you have a lot of friends on here that love ya smile

Monday Sep 05, 2005

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so i get a three day weekend and what do i do with it?!

get sick. that's right, kiddos. stuffy nose, cough, fever.

damnit, i sound like a medicine commercial.

wish me a speedy recovery, will ya?
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rock_starry:
i hope you get better quick!

i just got over the same thing i hate being sick like that in the summer cause it always seems worse then it is for some reason smile
sexyillustrator:
smile smile smile
Thank You!

Sunday Aug 21, 2005

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rock_starry:
glad that you had fun

love the pic are there more? smile
happylittlebitch:
I love the cheat

Tuesday Aug 16, 2005

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annamei:
cute! smile i need a haircut sooooooo bad!
user209834982:
kiss miao!!

Sunday Aug 14, 2005

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for those that read the last post...

he is ok. no injuries so far. he's already really depressed but alcohol makes it much worse and he was drinking that whole morning (his night since he works graveyard). he has been his normal depressed but non-suicidal self for the last few days so i'm hoping he will just continue to get better. one of our mutual...
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ifonlyforever:
glad things are going a little better - hope they continue to improve. best of wishes. kiss

Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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what do you do when someone you love wants to kill themselves? part of his depression is my fault. i broke down at work today and had to go home early. when i got home i found him in the bathroom with the door locked. i cant find the missing kitchen knife and im scared of whats going to happen. i really dont know what...
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user209834982:
kiss kiss miao!!
bleeder:
Umm...woah. shocked

How did things work out??

Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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yay for new profile pics.

i may change it back though. i dont know how fond i am of the new one.

ner.
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tico_love:
I think the picture looks great. You do kind of have a screewy look in your eyes. Like you are pondering some type of dastardly mischief.
andain:
You've got fabulous eyes, I like it kiss

Are you going to go to the Super Hero party?

Sunday Jul 31, 2005

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my bank account is hurting so bad right now. once again, my now exbf cant afford rent so im picking up the whole thing. i really have nothing else to say.

*sigh*

p.s. felt i should add that our break up was very amicable and he has no friends/family here so he has no where to go.
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tico_love:
I think it would be kinda harsh to just up and boot him out of the apt especially since you guys just recently broke up. However, I would recommend that you give him no more than a couple of months to get his butt in gear. You don't want him to get accustomed to having you take care of him as if you were his mother. Either way, good luck.
bones_708:
Next month tell him if he can't afford the rent to find someplace he can afford. smile
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