nonblonde

do i leave before things have had a chance to change

or

stick around and risk losing what little self esteem i have left?

blah.

I babysat for one of my brothers for more than twelve hours yesterday. He has a nearly three year old son, Jarron, and a nine month old daughter, Karlee. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but my favorite part was when they were sleeping. I already knew that someday I wanted to have only one child, now I'm sure. One is...
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i know that i want a child someday. only one and not anytime soon, just someday. my boyfriend isn't sure if he ever wants children.

i also may be infertile so adoption might be my only option to become a parent. i've always been open to the idea of adoption, but my boyfriend has said on several occasions that he would not adopt and raise...
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