nonameninja

well lets see theres a lot going on and instead of updating in the last couple of days I have just been wondering why I bother....no one reads it (not the point of writing it) and it dosen't even halp....sorry just kinda bad times....I went and saw a play at lane community college yesterday....it was so freaking cool it was the best play I've ever seen...purty sure it was student made as well...so freaking good...during the corse of the play I noticed that one of the people in the play looked just like an old firned of mine...it wasn't but looked alike which kinda got me thinking...then last night I had probably the saddist dream of my life about said person....woke up crying....plus I just found out through the grape vine that my mom might have cancer...how nice of no one in my family to tell me.....I got a very watered down version of the story then proceeded to call me mom and just talk...she never brought it up...so then 20 min later my brother calls (who I know knows) and says nothing about it....so thats fun noe one wants to tell me anything....have you ever had one of those days where you just wake up and your depressed as hell and would like to keep it that way....I know it sounds weird but I feel like after that dream and all that it ment to me I should stay in this mood for a while....but I know it will pass very soon

sometimes life sux so much I want to puke

Type O Negative - Electrocute