nonameninja

really bord and felling like I'm wasting my day off doing nothing...I would like to take this time to say I'm sorry to someone....I was only trying to be funny but I really am not and sometimes I say things that arn't even funny to me and people get hurt....trust me I feel like shit...I was really happy to get to talk to you and I swred it up...I'm really sorry ash.

I don't kow what it was about today but I've felt more alien then normal...something about this area alwas makes me feel unwanted and like an outkast but for some reason today I just couldn't fell confurtabel....these days are becoming more comment and all I'm doing is making my friends mad at me and I'm getting really freaking depressed....I'm such an emotional nightmare....I hate my self

afi - the last kiss


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ok so I had to get this out as its killing me right now and I have to do something with itam lastnight of everything I would want in my life for it to be perfect....everything was right I was happy and all was good....the depressing part is that I woke up...I am litirly crying over this because I can't remember the last time something to depressing happened....like to me this is major....as much as I'd love to go into detail on this dream there are eyes that would not like that they see so discretion i s a must