I'm so tried of suffering....things seem to get worse everyday...its all just mounting up so much and I don't think I can take it anymore...I'm being pushed into a corner of pain, depression, and loanlyness that I think will last a life time....there is a LOT in my life no one knows about...infact sometimes it scary to think most people know me for someone I am not...I can't trust anyone anymore and I mean anyone...plus I fear that know one will ever know/understand the real me....or for that matter care...I guess what I'm getting at is that no one really cares...no one really knows me.....and no one will want to...god I'm so freaking lonely....
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I was right gets worse everyday... my level of hope just went from 3 to 2
apc - passive
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I was right gets worse everyday... my level of hope just went from 3 to 2
apc - passive
If everyone knows you for something you're not, then stop pretending and just be whatever it is that you are. Life's much better that way.
If you'd like to talk, go for it. I'm good with this crap!
And about the job thing, eh, it wasn't really that abrupt. They've been talking about just dropping my entire department for a while now. It wasn't really a shock for me.
And...thank you!