nonameninja

ok so I tryed putting this post off but well here goes....what is the price of exprestion?? well for me its a lot...see I use this site for 3 reasons and only 3
1)to make friend hopfuly near but far will do as I don't really have many people to talk to

2) I have had a few journal and I find that it does a lot of good for me to put my mind somewhere I have a lot of problems that arn't salving them selve by sitting on the shelf

3) because there is so much to do here I am addicted

ok now the explanation...the 3 of you that may have noticed I cancel my journal a few months back only saw "no much drama" as my last post...wel what had happened is aperson I'm not to fond of found my journal and had a party in my honor..in while 5 out of my only 6 friend sat down read through it and found reasons to hate me for it.....a few moths pass and that blows over...now with my only 1 friend left...
last night she go some spite and desiced she would invade my privice knowing that past of such a thing and this site...and well kids it happened again...she found her reasons so be pissed about the last post I made and preceaded to say some really mean things...at this point I'm not sure if shes even my friend any more because of eather her anger and my for telling how I feel in a sacure envirment or if its because this is one strick to many and I'm just willing to put up with her anymore...or maybe it was the hurtful things....like I said don't know, undecided. but one thing remaines sure...I am on the long road to lolnlyville and truely have nothing left....its making me sick to think about it but I'm alone now and I have more damage to deal with now...so what do I do?? no idea

Edit for music: pantera-planet caravan