nonameninja

deprestion on setting hard...I miss people I can never see again and people I can't find...I have 1 friend and realy I can only spend so much time with 1 person...I just feel really lownly and un noticed...but what can I do?? I don't know how to talk to people plus I only have time to make friend online...but can I do that no....this site held a lot of promise in filling a void of no friend but its not really happening...I look at other people journals and think wow 40+ comment this person won't even notice if I say anything to them...or I find someone that never posts or just not what I'm looking for..couldn't tell you what I'm looking for becasue I don't know....DAMN IT I MIS LOTTIE AND SARAH....I'd like to meet someone local to hang out with but I'm so not going on a dating website...not what I want...sure I'm cool with taking said person out but FUCK I feel so un attentioned which is bullshit becasue I'm getting it from my 1 friend its just...I need a new friend I guess keep the old and get a new one 2 friends isn't to much to ask is it??