nonameninja

yep so I stayed home from work lastnight for the first time sence I got the job....I was and am really sick. but I get to go to work in like 30 min so no time to be sick. I've been feeling really depressed latly..what else is new. I mean I should be happy...I have it great...2 jobs, 2 cars, 2 places to live, 2 infected pircings, 2 socks, and other stuff...I have a really nice caring girlfreind who seems to be willing to do anything for me....so what the fuck is wrong with me?? why can't I be happy?? am I just incapable anymore?? I slug on mor eand more everyday...I think I started to notice it was getting bad when I realized that all I do is sleep. in the past 3 days I've had almost 40 hours of sleep.....its gross. I just don't want to do anything but sit, sleep, and be sad. I really don't know what I want...I feel so tormented right now.....I hope its just because I'm sick....well see