somedays I wonder if I'll ever get my life togeather...I spent worried about things I cant fix and all I want to do is forget....I have this overwhelming feeling that no one really cares about me...most of all me...I don't have anything to look forward to anymore...it hard to go on like that....I mean I knoe life sapoat to be hard but it wasn't alwas...will it be forever?? I need help, I need company, I need some who cares and that I care about...and all I can do is be sad and hate everything....I wish I could take back what I've done...and I wish I could have back what made me happy....but I only make things worse
***EDIT***
ok so I totaly drank to much last night...I'm in a lot of pain because I feel down a flight of stairs and a few other not so much fun things....someone save me from my self....I had the destions I make.....this si why I have desiced I'm not leaving my house anymore...work, sleep, and being alone have become my full time job....through all thats happened latly I keep getting dragged out of my house or discide to do something I feel better...it alwas blows up in my face....no more trying to have fun for this guy
filter - welcome to the fold
***EDIT***
ok so I totaly drank to much last night...I'm in a lot of pain because I feel down a flight of stairs and a few other not so much fun things....someone save me from my self....I had the destions I make.....this si why I have desiced I'm not leaving my house anymore...work, sleep, and being alone have become my full time job....through all thats happened latly I keep getting dragged out of my house or discide to do something I feel better...it alwas blows up in my face....no more trying to have fun for this guy
filter - welcome to the fold