nonameninja

I hate my life....I never get a fresh start and I don't think things are ever going to chance...atleast for the better and save all that everydays a new day crap...its not helping....no one knows I've changed over night...no one cares they all just see more for who I am and not who I am trying to be.....all I can do is be negative all the time...did I mention I hate my self....to be honist if I could wake up one day and change everything in my life to how I want it...I have no idea what I would do...all I know is I want anything thats not me...I see people look at me and talk to me like I'm this person I fucking hate everyday...I have a life full of secrets....and I hate my self for all of these things...things that no one knows anything about...and getting them out isn't going to do any good I know that....so my word of the day is......NEGATIVE!!