well lets see theres a lot going on and instead of updating in the last couple of days I have just been wondering why I bother....no one reads it (not the point of writing it) and it dosen't even halp....sorry just kinda bad times....I went and saw a play at lane community college yesterday....it was so freaking cool it was the best play I've ever...
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redwildflower:
Right there with ya!
Right there with ya!
redwildflower:
Well now I totally joined! Kick ass! Let me know when you are going to offer the episodes. I'll pay for that! 
friends dropping like flys again...I don't know what to say or what to do I just hate life...ALL THE TIME. the part that sucks most about my deprestion is I know I wasn't alwas this way but will forever be....someone once said hell is the possablity of sanity....if someone said to me look.....heres your chance to change anything in you life or to do anything...
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xevilxashleyx:
Gah. Kiddo, keep your chin up.
As cliche as it is...you're the only one that can change you, and you don't have to be like that forever.
*Sigh*
I wish I could hug you. It's probably not help you any, but it'd make me feel better about the situation.
As cliche as it is...you're the only one that can change you, and you don't have to be like that forever.
*Sigh*
I wish I could hug you. It's probably not help you any, but it'd make me feel better about the situation.
hippomonki:
thank you very much sweet heart!
so I went to work today and found out the first week of october I have off....yay for having to get unemployment while I still have a job...and I got a call from my dad which means someone died....I'm not clear on the details but my great uncle bill died just the other day in a freak fishing accsadent...
eireann:
I'm sorry to hear about your loss, my favorite aunt passed away yesterday... If you need to talk, just hit me up on AIM... We can commiserate. 
xevilxashleyx:
What?! Lame. 
On an semi-related note: I <3 Pirates
[Edited on Sep 19, 2005 3:04PM]
On an semi-related note: I <3 Pirates
[Edited on Sep 19, 2005 3:04PM]
you know I wonder if there will ever be a way to explain how I feel...I'm not even surtean I understand it so how can I express it...I do know this I am depressed....I am stress....and life does suck...I don't know what it is about the world but its happening again...I'm starting to feel more and more alien...I'm not sure what to do with my...
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curiosity:
I felt the same stuff right out of high school.
I'd like to tell you it passes, but it doesn't until you can learn to live with yourself.
Curi.
I'd like to tell you it passes, but it doesn't until you can learn to live with yourself.
Curi.
well a four day weekend has finaly ended...soon I'll close my eyes and open them on a work day.... didn't do much and it was great...spent time with jodi...cleaned and went to a party...I met a FRIEND online...nothing more despite what people think 
she invited me to a party at her place and I decided to go only because I have never gone to a...
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didn't do much and it was great...spent time with jodi...cleaned and went to a party...I met a FRIEND online...nothing more despite what people think she invited me to a party at her place and I decided to go only because I have never gone to a... Read More
tattoosandwhores:
*idles* 
aright where to start....had a freaking cake day at work and it was a nice way to start a 4 day weekend...and thats where the fun stops...ready for lots of #??
first got payed and man theres something wrong....I got 10 hours of overtime I never work...good right!? well I only got $50 bucks more for it which unless I get payed a swet shops...
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first got payed and man theres something wrong....I got 10 hours of overtime I never work...good right!? well I only got $50 bucks more for it which unless I get payed a swet shops...
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curiosity:
So fucking lame about what celebrities think. They should get Trent Reznor on the phone though, he actually LIVED THERE for 10 years.
Anyways. My profile is in Japanese now.
Curi.
Anyways. My profile is in Japanese now.
Curi.
tx_firefight:
yes fuck att and all other phone companies... At least yours gives you a reach around... The only thing that gets me angrier than phone companies is trying to get a human on the phone at one. It's not satisfying to argue with an automatic answering service in the least.
back to work back to work...I had a fun weekend though...got to spend sometime with jodi before she left for the weekend then went to a party and got really fucking drunk...it was great because they where all old friends and I really fit in with these people which of me around here is not to commen....my bestfriend got drunk and started fighting with his...
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omg fucking work sucked ass....I havn't has such bad night in a while...I fucked up when painting and nothing dryed I got in trouble and it was very imbarisy getting madw fun of/yelled at/ having to get tones of people to help clean up...I got written up for it and I feel like an ass because I did something simalur like a month ago.....so all...
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I got in trouble and it was very imbarisy getting madw fun of/yelled at/ having to get tones of people to help clean up...I got written up for it and I feel like an ass because I did something simalur like a month ago.....so all... Read More
jodi_marie:
Hunny,
I'm sorry I wasn't here for you this morning, but I hope the suprise visit helped! And just think for the next two days i'm all yours.
I'm sorry I wasn't here for you this morning, but I hope the suprise visit helped! And just think for the next two days i'm all yours.
curiosity:
Hey, I'm back from Japan, just wanted to say hey.
Curi.
Curi.
so jodi just started an account... some people say hi to her or something...I'm happy now because ash is not pissed at me 
other then that nothing really new to say....I went to the fair and had a blast...I love going on rides full of scared girls because the carnnys alwas jucie them up
other then that nothing really new to say....I went to the fair and had a blast...I love going on rides full of scared girls because the carnnys alwas jucie them up really bord and felling like I'm wasting my day off doing nothing...I would like to take this time to say I'm sorry to someone....I was only trying to be funny but I really am not and sometimes I say things that arn't even funny to me and people get hurt....trust me I feel like shit...I was really happy to get to talk to you and...
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xevilxashleyx:
Check your email, kiddo. The things I said were just not appropriate to put here...
ok so this weekend jodi's leaving town and giving me her car...so I'm going to try and go to the fair...see if I can wait some money but I really hope I don't go on the day hubastank (don't give a fuck about the spelling) playes...I really hate them...I have to work on suday the day they are going to have the import show so...
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xevilxashleyx:
First: KUNG FU MOTHERFUCKING HUSTLE! Such a good movie.
Second: I <3 septum piercings. Mine was my first piercing, and I wouldn't change it for the world. No one knows I have it if I flip it up, so I don't see why it would be an issue for you (the whole "recversible" thing...) Plus, I think it'd look nifty on you.
Now, up to date: Thank you.
And: I <3 Trent! As strange as it's going to sound, I think he's fabulously hot, and I had (still have...?) quite a crush on him.
Also: myspace!
Such a good movie.
Second: I <3 septum piercings. Mine was my first piercing, and I wouldn't change it for the world. No one knows I have it if I flip it up, so I don't see why it would be an issue for you (the whole "recversible" thing...) Plus, I think it'd look nifty on you.
Now, up to date: Thank you.
And: I <3 Trent! As strange as it's going to sound, I think he's fabulously hot, and I had (still have...?) quite a crush on him.
Also: myspace!
xevilxashleyx:
Aaaaactually, I stole it from the Girls Only group! 
Last I knew, you weren't a girl..
But...I still pretend to be your friend, anyway.
Last I knew, you weren't a girl..
But...I still pretend to be your friend, anyway.