Saturday Apr 24, 2004

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Ughhhhh, I feel all alone except really physically, I'm never alone except to take a piss & my commute for work.
Oh, when will the tides change & why must I be the hardcore bitch to make it so. Not all relationships work, even if it did for a long time.
Sometimes you've just gone as far as you can & it was wonderful but if you don't realize that the ceiling has been hit & it's now unhealthy & accept it & make the most out of the life you were dealt & just appreciate all that you do have, well you're just making yourself & all those around you miserable when it doesn't have to be that way.

I think I'm gonna dye my hair black this weekend. Most of my wardrobe is black & other dark colors. Really black has always been good to me & makes me feel good in my own skin. Perhaps it will cheer me up.
Of course it will! skull
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mr_demille:
Sorry to hear you're in the midst of a break up. Don't know you personally, but going through that shit pretty much sucks for everyone. I can over-relate at the moment.

So which are you? The heartbroken or the heart breaker? (read your entry from the other day... both do suck, but imho the latter is much more painful than the former) I'm guessing you're the one who decided to call it quits, and the feeling isn't exactly mutual.

Hmmm, me using the term "heart breaker" may be a little harsh. Come to think of it, you using the term "hardcore bitch" sounds pretty harsh too.

buena suerte,
~b

btw: black is a lovely color and wingtips are very cool (although technically not a vice, unless you've found a *particularly* creative use for them...)
sgmonotony:
You have to share pics of the black.
Nice idea.
The alone thing will settle itself, it is a new change and will take some adjustment.
Thats why you have friends and the kids and who ever else you draw support from.
From what you told me this is a good thing, Remember it will work best for you!

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