WOW, I almost forgot about SGland for a minute. 
So much distractions in my life lately.
Well here I am SGland, back in my flow...no, really I mean it. For the past 37 weeks of my life I've lost my spunk, mojo and most of all, myself. I am now a single mama and I'm okay with that. I was stupid long enough to fuck myself in the head with stupid men. I'm worth so much more than the way my baby's daddy had treated me and what's sad is hearing him speak...he's completely delusional, selfish and really needs to get some help.
PLEASE LADIES (and men), if you ever find yourself unhappy, take the other path, there's always two choices and I from experiences know that even if you think things can change they most likely wont or wont until you've made a new change and what I had to do was walk away from something when it was dead...it's just a shame it took me to get 35 weeks into my pregnancy to say when enough is enough. I know though in my heart that walking away was the right thing for not only me but my child as well. I was not getting support, I was being let down and put down as well as put to blame and eventually I myself started to believe it...but I bounced back and saw a coward for what he is.
A man does what it takes to be a part of a life that he created. Not make up excuses of why he wont play his role. A real man also learns to admit his own faults and except them.
But WOW I'm getting fucking HUGE. I have 33 days left until my due date, baby is on it's way and I just can not wait to meet the little shithead that keeps thinking my ribs are a jungle gym.
It's rather a shitty web cam shot but here's a picture for now to show how much I've grown.
So much distractions in my life lately.
Well here I am SGland, back in my flow...no, really I mean it. For the past 37 weeks of my life I've lost my spunk, mojo and most of all, myself. I am now a single mama and I'm okay with that. I was stupid long enough to fuck myself in the head with stupid men. I'm worth so much more than the way my baby's daddy had treated me and what's sad is hearing him speak...he's completely delusional, selfish and really needs to get some help.
PLEASE LADIES (and men), if you ever find yourself unhappy, take the other path, there's always two choices and I from experiences know that even if you think things can change they most likely wont or wont until you've made a new change and what I had to do was walk away from something when it was dead...it's just a shame it took me to get 35 weeks into my pregnancy to say when enough is enough. I know though in my heart that walking away was the right thing for not only me but my child as well. I was not getting support, I was being let down and put down as well as put to blame and eventually I myself started to believe it...but I bounced back and saw a coward for what he is.
A man does what it takes to be a part of a life that he created. Not make up excuses of why he wont play his role. A real man also learns to admit his own faults and except them.
But WOW I'm getting fucking HUGE. I have 33 days left until my due date, baby is on it's way and I just can not wait to meet the little shithead that keeps thinking my ribs are a jungle gym.
It's rather a shitty web cam shot but here's a picture for now to show how much I've grown.
I'm gonna have to get some sexy prego pictures here soon before I pop because I sure as hell am never doing this shit again...but damn I also can not wait to get my own body back either. I still think I want to shoot to being a SG in the end of this all. How could I not want to be a part of such beautiful unique girls like myself.
Well I'm off to explore what's new onsite so goodnight or morning...what ever it is for you.
Lovin You, Lovin Me SGland!!!!!!!!
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raveneffect32:
still look as beautiful as ever
nomade:
He has no income and he's 36 years old. He will never and has never ever held a job nor pay taxes. I'm really not worried at all about child support, I do know that it's only gonna be like $7 a month for him which isn't worth the hassle with court nor my time. I am a strong woman not worried a damn bit about money or a financial state. Thanks for the concern for sure though.