When you have spent your whole life running, you have a lot of habitual momentum built up. I cannot escape you. You are forever a part of me now, and I have no other choice but to honor you. Everytime I read certain books or hear certain songs, I am going to think of you, and the time that I have spent with you. I...
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Recently I have come to believe that I have found enlightenment. At first when I considered the possibility I doubted that someone who is as young as I am, living in the society that I do, without having the disciplined training that some monks do, could have reached such a state. But then I realized all along that my texts have been telling me that...
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fringes:
Yes little grasshopper you have done well, but there is MUCH more to learn! 
It's is inspiring to think of the power that we have at our disposal. though most of people ever realize it. Liberation is the key to realizing this power. Only once I knew liberation was I able to look at the problems that I had in love, and see that only now do I truly know love. The mind attempts to make all sorts of...
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Nothing in all of human experience is so beautiful and rapturous as a moment of epiphany. Today I was rereading a book that has greatly influenced my philosophy, and for the first time, I finally fucking got what it was talking about. In a single moment of realization I was freed from time and mind by realizing that they are one and the same. Every...
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holy_mountain:
That's true. The way you percieve yourself does influence the way you percieve other people.
fringes:
All it boils down to is making a sincere effort to percieve the world from 'that' other persons standpoint! But to do that you must literally become' ONE'.[You have to DELVE deeper than you have been!]
So I was reading Jeffrey B. Russell's A History of Witchcraft and I began to realize how we've basically moved into another era of witch trials, except now we are calling them "terrorists".
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mezereona:
The work there wasn't that great?
Good luck with the app.
Would love to see the blue hair. Purple is nifty too but not if you don't think so
I used to study about the Inquisitions too. Partly b/c of my path. Did a report on it in 7th grade. LOL. My memory for history bites. Mine and world. Can be as interested as anyone else and details fall through my head. My one failing...history. May be b/c many things of history is tailored to those who read it, not the actual event. Sucko.
Anyhow, some of the concepts I still have (and helped by my current reading as well) is not quite to what
mtlqueen said, as some of it may be pushed by "God's will"...but mostly greediness of their own. Can you think what property and money they would have aquired by getting rid of those "witches"?
Good luck with the app.
Would love to see the blue hair. Purple is nifty too but not if you don't think so
I used to study about the Inquisitions too. Partly b/c of my path. Did a report on it in 7th grade. LOL. My memory for history bites. Mine and world. Can be as interested as anyone else and details fall through my head. My one failing...history. May be b/c many things of history is tailored to those who read it, not the actual event. Sucko.
Anyhow, some of the concepts I still have (and helped by my current reading as well) is not quite to what
mtlqueen said, as some of it may be pushed by "God's will"...but mostly greediness of their own. Can you think what property and money they would have aquired by getting rid of those "witches"?
holy_mountain:
HaHaHa That is so true. I'll have to remember that analogy.
I had a whole other profound post typed out earlier, but I accidentally hit something and flushed it all down the cyber-toilet. I was rather pissed, so in the midst of the computer lab I told the computer to go fuck itself and walked to the store to get batteries for my cd player. On this walk, I stumble across some even more profundity.
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mezereona:
just wanted to drop a hello
what are ya up to?
what are ya up to?
Tonight the old feelings are kicking me really hard. Just recently I have decided that I am tired of trying to build this awesome identity that will be good enough for whoever I decide to irrationally fall in love with. But tonight there is this unrest inside of me, as if I am afraid of wasting my life, afraid of growing to be an unproductive...
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holy_mountain:
as if I am afraid of wasting my life, afraid of growing to be an unproductive waste of chemical reactions.
That is my worst fear ever, growing old only to realize that my life has been a complete waste. I think about that everyday.
That is my worst fear ever, growing old only to realize that my life has been a complete waste. I think about that everyday.
mezereona:
yeah, I thought about the selling part to, but instead i donate whole blood.
it'll come back via karma maybe
it'll come back via karma maybe
I just finished a watching Eternal Sunshine again. That movie shakes me to the core everytime I see it. When I watch stuff like that, the spirit of truth in it is so strong that it destroys all the falsities that I've built up around me to keep me safe from feeling any fucking thing. Nothing false can stand up for long in the face...
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armsxlikexblades:
Wow. Exactly.
fringes:
Hey guy your intensity will prove your demise if dont turn it down a notch or two! Your analysis of 'Truth' is spot on ! Its a pitty so many of us live a lie! Its nothing more than a game of deception.But who are they decieving ,but themselves! Love is real! Its called mutual respect!
I should be reading Emerson right now, but I've decided after reading "The American Scholar" that he is mostly confused and full of shit. This makes it difficult for me to buzz through 35 pages like a drone in a hive while he talks about how great nature is over and over and over. Yeah Emerson, I think nature is fucking great too, but I...
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holy_mountain:
Good luck with the girl hehe.
Those are some interesting points you made about the classical and rock music thing, I never thought of it like that.
Those are some interesting points you made about the classical and rock music thing, I never thought of it like that.
Today I watched a video from PBS about how the first known democracy began in Athens...I'm not entirely sure if I put a whole lot of trust in history, seeing as how we have absolutely no idea whether or not any of it actually happened the way people say it did, but it was fucking inspiring. The part I liked most was the unprecedented uprising...
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mezereona:
this time, assumption has led you to the correct answer, yes its american sign language
mezereona:
ahh, well I took ASL for a couple of semesters, but its kinda worn out of my brain
need refreshing
need refreshing
My head hurts.