nolan_void

Broke up with the girl last night. In some ways I feel like I fucked up a really good thing, and maybe I did, but she's one of those "I'm afraid of anything that even comes close to resembling a loving, stable relationship" types. I guess its a pretty common fear, because I tend to fall in with girls like that. I just can't be with somebody who won't reciprocate my love. I'm tired of being in situations where I do all the compromising, all the work, all the affection-giving, and all the encouragement. I've never broken up with a person that I actually loved and wanted to be with before... In some ways I feel like I'm really insane, and that I have a skewed perspective on all of this, but that is mostly the pain talking. I can't tell if I'm too crazy to be happy with someone without finding something that is wrong and letting it work me all up, or if the reason that I get all worked up and distraught is because there really is a genuine problem.