nolan_void

I was supposed to go bowling with an old friend/ex-lover, but she flaked out on me. I should have expected it. Every time I stop thinking about her or hanging around her, she always finds me and acts interested again for about a day or so. I've been in love with her for a long time, but she is one of the most half-assed friends I have ever had and I'm really kind of tired of playing this game.

I was walking to the store to buy shampoo tonight and I passed this drug store that was closed. I started thinking about how fascinating deserted places are. Places that are normally busy and filled with people are really unsettling when they are empty and closed down. It just goes to show how dependent human beings are on regularity and predictability. It's like how when a party dies down, and your hanging around after everyone else has gone, the area feels really haunted, and it feels way more lonely than it would have if the people hadn't been gathered there to begin with. I wonder if women ever feel that way in their bodies after sex...