Well, I've started getting used to feeling kind of disillusioned and right now it really isn't so bad. I went out with this girl for a couple of days, but realized that I have no business being in a relationship right now and bailed out of it. I'm not entirely sure that it is possible for me to be romantically interested in anyone anymore. I haven't had genuine feelings of attraction to anyone in a long time.
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