spiders are where its at. i have seen three really photogenic spiders this week and only one time was a camera in reach but it was in my toilet and i made it move when i flushed the chain coz the plumbing is so busted it seriously makes a noise like the minions of hell are rising. busted. but they are so the next big thing. again.
im ill still and this morning i woke up 3 times with freestyle snot falling all over my face, what a pleasant awakening! doctor's tomorrow for vaccinations so maybe she'll have something for it Xfingers crossedX
clare im sorry i chop and change like this but hey at least it keeps you on your toes, where will she post her next brain installation? your entry moved me in the last few lines because...hang on let me quote this:
'I trust that you have enough self preservation to ignore the shit stuff when you can't deal with it yourself and pick it up at a later date. So I just needed to go some way to explaining that. Bon nuit!'
can't explain why but that made my day. i will try though. steve at work always tells me his shit and expects me to solve it, and yet he totally disregards me as a mate and my needs. i think i've gone over this a bit. but today he was like 'so tell me your problems laura, go on' like 'i have a window i can fit you in now, do it' and i really didnt feel like talking to him, and said as much, and he got offended. but the reason i didnt want to was because he wanted me to do it to make him feel good, not to make me feel good, and i had no reason to do that, i do lots of other things to make him feel good. and you just summed up the idea of explaining thoughts for self-help purposes and not because you want to impress me or feed me, and you do care. and that meant a lot really. i'm sorry for the shit that's going down, i will call you tomorrow when i am off and in theory will feel less snot-ridden. but thanks so much for your general wonderfulness and being my most enduring friend in the face of adversity [namely 1 billion miles of geography]. you rule my friend.
hey you, what's that sound? everybody look what's goin down.
im ill still and this morning i woke up 3 times with freestyle snot falling all over my face, what a pleasant awakening! doctor's tomorrow for vaccinations so maybe she'll have something for it Xfingers crossedX
clare im sorry i chop and change like this but hey at least it keeps you on your toes, where will she post her next brain installation? your entry moved me in the last few lines because...hang on let me quote this:
'I trust that you have enough self preservation to ignore the shit stuff when you can't deal with it yourself and pick it up at a later date. So I just needed to go some way to explaining that. Bon nuit!'
can't explain why but that made my day. i will try though. steve at work always tells me his shit and expects me to solve it, and yet he totally disregards me as a mate and my needs. i think i've gone over this a bit. but today he was like 'so tell me your problems laura, go on' like 'i have a window i can fit you in now, do it' and i really didnt feel like talking to him, and said as much, and he got offended. but the reason i didnt want to was because he wanted me to do it to make him feel good, not to make me feel good, and i had no reason to do that, i do lots of other things to make him feel good. and you just summed up the idea of explaining thoughts for self-help purposes and not because you want to impress me or feed me, and you do care. and that meant a lot really. i'm sorry for the shit that's going down, i will call you tomorrow when i am off and in theory will feel less snot-ridden. but thanks so much for your general wonderfulness and being my most enduring friend in the face of adversity [namely 1 billion miles of geography]. you rule my friend.
hey you, what's that sound? everybody look what's goin down.
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i'm afraid i might just get a crush on you!