Clare is BACK!! Thank God. My journal has become somewhat neglected in thy absence o beloved one, with writing for the sake of seeing my own voice in print rather than for the intended correspondance. hurrah! i can resume my long-winded monologues encore une fois. you have no idea how overjoyed i was to see an update from you, especially in my current state of...
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Happiest i have been that i remember. but i'm sure there were other times...
my friends are all good and close enough [telephone was the greatest invention] and i love my boyfriend in the most joyous way possible. this lady's cup of bliss is nigh on full!!
just played a gig where we rocked the house. lovin it!!
my friends are all good and close enough [telephone was the greatest invention] and i love my boyfriend in the most joyous way possible. this lady's cup of bliss is nigh on full!!
just played a gig where we rocked the house. lovin it!!
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maelwys:
Happy birthday!
Got yourself a sword yet?
Got yourself a sword yet?
girlblue:
happy birthday! 
Air pressure caused me to wake with dried blood down my face and a killer headache. Walked out of my house this morning and the snow and sunlight were so violently shining, like those really crazy photographs you see, i had to return for some pretentious shades [it's hard to look elegant wearing fake fur, New Rocks and shades in the snow...] and continue my...
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partiallyblind:
fang ewe for the birthday wishes cutie-pie
grooverider:
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it's monday morning 5:19
and i'm still wondering where she's been
coz every time i try to call
i just get her machine...
whatever happened to Rialto? oh well, that was their only good song besides Broken Barbie Doll.
i feel less reflectively shit right now because for me it is technically still Sunday evening even though my clock says it is monday morning. and...
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and i'm still wondering where she's been
coz every time i try to call
i just get her machine...
whatever happened to Rialto? oh well, that was their only good song besides Broken Barbie Doll.
i feel less reflectively shit right now because for me it is technically still Sunday evening even though my clock says it is monday morning. and...
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a35mmlife:
that rialto song makes me smile. good memories.
thanks for not mugging the americans. karma. remember!?
thanks for not mugging the americans. karma. remember!?
nickysonic:
Hey hun, you'll have to come out with us again. It may be a bit awkward, I dunno, but it'd be nice to see you again.
Clare i feel like shit. although today is the first sunny day i have seen in many a moon and perhaps this will be incredibly condusive to a Positive Mental Attitude [i like to think so]. but i still feel melancholic. maybe it was something i ate or maybe i'm just sad. i definitely will go out today, allegedly going outside in winter gains...
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arik:
yeah for real. don't be sad 
you better be coming to the birthdaystraveganza!
[Edited on Jan 05, 2003]
you better be coming to the birthdaystraveganza!
[Edited on Jan 05, 2003]
grooverider:
regarding what you wrote in my journal-
this petty stuff should be beneath you.
you're way too cool to bother with this immature bullshit.
still- i'll always offer a shoulder to lean on, or- better yet, a fist into that asshole's nose for making you feel sad.
G.
this petty stuff should be beneath you.
you're way too cool to bother with this immature bullshit.
still- i'll always offer a shoulder to lean on, or- better yet, a fist into that asshole's nose for making you feel sad.
G.
Clare, i look forward to you rejoining the elite milieu of the internet superhighway. was good to see you, i had a fabulous time and i think this year is the first time i've been able to spend New Year's with all my bestest friends. a truly monumetal occasion!!
in moments of retrospection between the painful after-effects of painful excess [read:hangover] i have contemplated a...
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in moments of retrospection between the painful after-effects of painful excess [read:hangover] i have contemplated a...
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babybeezer:
You said I looked elven, I must marry you. Wanna make a deal and go in on this ruling the world bit and share 50-50? I bet we could take them all...
grooverider:
D U D E !!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!
G.
G.
Clarey! it's new year's eve! this means we shall reunite tonight, how thrilling! so here's the plan: Clapham Station between 8 and 9, James will come meet us or give us directions. also in attendance will be Mark, Laura, Laura and possibly Jamie. Plus the usual congregation of the Misterhall crew et entourage. Then if transport is indeed running til 4am we can do the...
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boxterjulep:
tell Clarey I said happy new years! you are both so swell.
nic:
Woman! We must gig!
Clare, i am back on the board. your letters will be fast and frequent because i know you perhaps need it less right now, but it's still kinda good to be able to feel like you can get a bit of me when you need it.
i guess some of this must be censored, but you know how the situation stood; well it resolved itself,...
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mycophile:
Welcome, welcome. Did I ever tell you about my linguistics prof who was some sort of Tolkien devotee? She was teaching us introductory syntax, and every damn sentence was something along the lines of , "The wizard killed the dragon. Was the hobbit killed by the orcs? Who ate the dwarf?"
Fine film, though, especially the battle sequence at the end... I must go and read the book one of these days.
Welcome back once again, good to have you.
Fine film, though, especially the battle sequence at the end... I must go and read the book one of these days.
Welcome back once again, good to have you.
maelwys:
Wotcha
finding credit cards can be a disadvantage too, I spend too much on amazon and dc dvd with mine.
finding credit cards can be a disadvantage too, I spend too much on amazon and dc dvd with mine.
Clare, today has been incredibly exciting in many respects! last night i did indeed write the promised postscript only to find that my motherboard's reboot problem was more than a little bit irritating; that was the first time it's rebooted and caused me to lose information, because i've still not installed any applications so usually there is no information to store anyway. so today i...
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a35mmlife:
update update
some of us dont aim
happy thanksgiving/happy channuka
some of us dont aim
happy thanksgiving/happy channuka
grooverider:
Hey Pretty. Where are you?
clare, i decided that your noble sentiments put me to shame - why should i write for an invisible audience that means i take pains to avoid the alien nation? when in fact you are all the audience i ever wanted? this way i can address myself to you directly and in doing so will feel much like dale cooper addressing the mythical 'diane' in...
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mycophile:
Sleep deprivation not good. Dying of rage or bad posture also not good. Writing a book will help. Thinking of Peter Trudgill certainly will.
Thanks for the pic compliment. I wouldn't mind taking a course on time management and sleeping, but I'd probably miss it because I slept in...
Don't have MSN at the moment, should I?
Thanks for the pic compliment. I wouldn't mind taking a course on time management and sleeping, but I'd probably miss it because I slept in...
Don't have MSN at the moment, should I?
grooverider:
you know what- dia does look like laura! i was wondering who she reminded me of.
mmmmm....
yeah.
nothing else to say right now.
(think, damn it- think!)
later!
mmmmm....
yeah.
nothing else to say right now.
(think, damn it- think!)
later!
finally a man with whom i am more obsessed than he with me? surely not. still not sure if that's a good thing or not...
i'm incredibly inebriated. it will look as though i'm not when my typing is flawless but this is because i keep erasing and retyping til i get it right. due to popular demand i am changing my picture back. evidently...
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i'm incredibly inebriated. it will look as though i'm not when my typing is flawless but this is because i keep erasing and retyping til i get it right. due to popular demand i am changing my picture back. evidently...
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stuffed_primate:
just to let you know... your pic was quite fetching...you are not to ugly to live (granted, we've never seen a picture that was taken after you just woke up) : D it's nice to see zia though...
cockroach
by c bukowski
the cockroach crouched
against the tile
while i was pissing and as
I turned my head
he hauled his butt
into a crack.
I got the can and sprayed
and sparyed and sprayed
and finally the roach came out
and gave me a very dirty look.
then he fell down into
the bathtub and I watched
him dying
with a subtle pleasure
because I pay the rent
and he didn't.
I picked him up with
some greenblue toilet
paper and flushed him
away. that's all there
was to that, except
around hollywood and
western we have to
keep doing it.
they say some day that
tribe is going to
inherit the earth
but we're going to
make them wait a
few months...
cockroach
by c bukowski
the cockroach crouched
against the tile
while i was pissing and as
I turned my head
he hauled his butt
into a crack.
I got the can and sprayed
and sparyed and sprayed
and finally the roach came out
and gave me a very dirty look.
then he fell down into
the bathtub and I watched
him dying
with a subtle pleasure
because I pay the rent
and he didn't.
I picked him up with
some greenblue toilet
paper and flushed him
away. that's all there
was to that, except
around hollywood and
western we have to
keep doing it.
they say some day that
tribe is going to
inherit the earth
but we're going to
make them wait a
few months...
partiallyblind:
you are NOT too ugly to live and you are NOT insignificant and your new haircut is GREAT and you maybe are a little more obsessed than i but that doesn't mean that i don't care or that i don't think you're amazing...
bah!
bah!
woo i finally have a personal pic! i don't like that it's a suggestive one but today was the first time i used the 'curves' options on photoshop fairly subtly instead of like 'WHEEE let's totally fuck up the colours!' primarily because i was working in black and white admittedly but nevertheless i feel a sense of accomplishment. this photo sort of exemplifies it though...
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partiallyblind:
that so is NOT a picture of you!
where's your mustache???
where's your mustache???
maelwys:
an unproductive day is often a happy and relaxing day.
nice piccie, surely that wasnt on the underground though? I'll have to get around to actually putting a pic of me up rather than Monkey or wombles.
nice piccie, surely that wasnt on the underground though? I'll have to get around to actually putting a pic of me up rather than Monkey or wombles.
Chainmail is great but expensive, unless you make your own. time consuming though.
those cocktails sound lethal, I'll stick with the Sloth's for now. I just realised your birthdays the same as my brothers. I was stoned and didnt notice.