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i'm going home this week

first i'm visiting my Mad chica in london, i can't wait to see her
then i'm getting a ride home with my mom and my uncle and aunt who are coming over from america

then bendy and cheese are coming to visit me and take long walks down memory lane and get wasted and try and make clare proud of...
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asreal1:
hope the visit home is going well enough and that you're feeling good about life.

my family visit went as well as it possibly could have i think.
aanya:
okay, second entry into here but you uploaded more pics since last time! Yummy boys kissing, yummy you! Yoummy your boobs! I am content and can go to bed now!

kiss kiss
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make sure everyone you care about knows you care about them

i wish we had talked and properly resolved all our shit
we both had the intention
and it could have been me

i can't help thinking that there is more i could have done
why the fuck her and not me

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leningrad:
nothing is ever under our control. we can play at it, but we'll never really have the reins.

or maybe I don't know what I'm talking about.
antenna:
make sure everyone you care about knows you care about them

good advice.

don't feel guilty.

take care,
a xx
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my head is very fuzzy
inside
outside it's clean and freshly shaven on the sides

off to smoke myself into oblivion

la la la.......
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antenna:
nice hair.
how long does oblivion last?
x
vicky:
kiss thankyou!
You ain't so bad yourself wink
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she was my day in day out for 4 months
she never looked after herself

my dad was old and sick, so he died
that i accept in itself, but it's still hard

for her to die now is
laughable

and my brain doesn't know how to take in this imformation so i break down
and now i'm just high again

and i smoke some...
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preppylegend:
of course i did , always read your entries.

Poem was for you ,I wasn't sure which one you were referring to .
, the mp3 song , link whatever was for my ex , she gets more cause i have actually met her .

And done naughty things with her aswell

I think that is fair.

Its sad when someone young dies , shit there is no way to justify it , its just one of gods shitty tricks to keep us on our toes.

I have had a few friends die young, all but one didn't deserve to go .No thats wrong he didn't deserve it either , he was a smackhead but he got dealt a pretty shitty hand.

Fuck god, go out and get loaded , raise a glass and make a wish .

xx

antenna:
There is no sense to any of it.
You've had a rough time already and didn't need that.
Hope you're ok love. hugs to you.
a xx
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after reading a poem in pinkisux's journal i started writing and this is what came out:


Punkrock love is her noticing a boy for his please fix me sticker on the first day of school
The boy admiring the art on her notebook
Bunking together to spend an hour in a public toilet getting high

Punkrock love is him taking her to a secret gig...
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twwly:
that was amazing.
cobalt:
Hey don't shortchange yourself - I've just been at this art thing for longer than you have! If you've got some projects a-brewin' give a shout, I'd be delighted to hear about them.
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DO YOU FEEL

BORED, LONELY, DEPRESSED BY THE SPECTACULAR FATUOUSNESS OF EVERYDAY LIFE?

TELL US ABOUT IT IN THE SPACE
BELOW


___

not enough space, eh?

well that's all you're getting for today


this is a fatuous disservice brought to you by "having to do the washing up", "feeling unloved" and "wishing people weren't such cunts"

***************

i "don't get" myself. i'm fucking happy
but...
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nic:
Cue music:

DUN dun DUN dun DUN dun!
bellavendetta:
yes
people suck at life mostly.
and all the cool ones seem to live really far away
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it's that cold again
the initial friendly caress i've missed so long but
soon it seeps through my thinned skin, storms through my veins again
though i knew it would be so i feel the change acutely and am a different person now
things i felt brutally ebb from my body with the last warmth from my core
this change releases old joys, opens old...
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matt_organic:
Cuntbollocks isn't new I'm afraid. It's used in Lancashire frequently. Apologies.
vampsinthe78:
I love your new pics. You don't sound like a twat, you've just got a day ticket on the rollercoaster of life.. OH! Now I sound like a twat. blush I came up with the fantastic, 'tourette's style' TITTYBISCUIT. Must, must, MUST meet up for that pint, I'll have some money very soon x @_@ v78
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bitchin, booze... and sometimes it's like i just can't lose
me and my round heels
....entertain a taken man; you're a mistress
but it's not the need to dominate that compels me to find an accommodating "matress"
take me away
fuck you
take this away
fuck you
...maybe all i really want is a punch in the face
you haven't really loved me unless you've...
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stgeorge:
Shame frown

Get well soon smile
matt_organic:
"Entry day", eh? Yeah I might just join you for that. Where can I get a book shaped like a soul? I mean is there a section for that in WH Smiths?
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chronic fatigue
chronic fatigue
it sucks all the energy straight outta me


so yeh, last night i went to a johnny cash tribute night
i'm so glad
met some dude i recognised from a tutorial
finally i am finding people that i might actually have something in common with

but i'm still not fucking well yet
i get mean
and i don't mean to be...
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preppylegend:
Got a flu jab in boots the other day to help protect me from the harsh winter ahead.
The nurse was this cute Australian chick who was buying into my wit and charm ( even accepting an offer of a drink after work) until the point where i pretended to have a bad reaction to the jab and started hyperventilating.

She panicked and went for this big needle , at which point i started laughing.
Still i had a giggle , although still without a date.

Australians have no sense of humor ,,,,Fact biggrin
stgeorge:
Thank you my dear, I'm very happy today. smile

Should try and make the Northern meet-up, might be a laugh. I'll be my first.

Take care
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muthafuckin hussla
in on the kill taker


i have to be awake again in 3 hours time
i ask myself the question that plagues me often, is there any point in trying to sleep now?
a little sleep always fucks me up more than no sleep

i am still in a world of mucus

tonight i met up with an old....acquaintance
pleasantly surprised that i...
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antenna:
yeah Keith, I love you.
really.
whatever
and if you go near me at kinofilm I'll wrestle you to the ground, fatso.
guffman:
You should definatly do a SG set...