me right now is confusing
recently:
went to a lovely dub night (aptly named luvdub) and got so fucked i could barely keep upright while i danced about like a loon
went and got some culture for the first time in ages and it has stirred my creative juices, or something
spent a lot of time in the park with the ducks getting lean with my boys. met a 90 year old Irish dude who almost fell off his bike after sitting on a bench with us getting second hand spliff smoke
read a lot. i forgot how much i like reading
been with a certain boy. the boy is someone i'm very much getting into. it's bizarre, he's very different to me and what i thought he was. trying not to let my weird mind shit intrude
applied for a fiction writing module for next year, fingers crossed for my tale of love and lust under the blanket of terrifying grief and mourning.....
found a friend i think will be very important to me
got some recognition as an invalid. bad, but also good coz i don't have to feel like a miserable complaining hyperchondriac (then again with my new invalid validation i have easy excuses. i will avoid them at all costs)
found out shady things about people i felt close to
been happy
wow
and my degree course is getting actually interesting and inspiring, will wonders never cease?!
all this cheeriness brought to you by the fact that even though i was sure over the weekend that i'd be bedridden for weeks i'm not feeling awful today, probably coz i got some good morning loving (even though he takes up my entire bed, the boy is worth it)
erm. for this week i am hoping to
fix my computer
take fewer drugs
drink less alcohol
read more
finish this drawing i'm almost happy with
sort out a fucking job (hopefully the shop i handed my amazing cv into will call me back because forbidden planet need no staff right now, poooooooooooo i say to that, their store is staffed totally by geeky spotty boys, they need me to represent the grrrls who love comics damnit)
going to see ozomatli tomorrow night, MAIS OUI!!
and this weekend i might go home for some mummylove if i can bear the 10 hours it means on the train, yuck
that's all folks
x
recently:
went to a lovely dub night (aptly named luvdub) and got so fucked i could barely keep upright while i danced about like a loon
went and got some culture for the first time in ages and it has stirred my creative juices, or something
spent a lot of time in the park with the ducks getting lean with my boys. met a 90 year old Irish dude who almost fell off his bike after sitting on a bench with us getting second hand spliff smoke
read a lot. i forgot how much i like reading
been with a certain boy. the boy is someone i'm very much getting into. it's bizarre, he's very different to me and what i thought he was. trying not to let my weird mind shit intrude
applied for a fiction writing module for next year, fingers crossed for my tale of love and lust under the blanket of terrifying grief and mourning.....
found a friend i think will be very important to me
got some recognition as an invalid. bad, but also good coz i don't have to feel like a miserable complaining hyperchondriac (then again with my new invalid validation i have easy excuses. i will avoid them at all costs)
found out shady things about people i felt close to
been happy
wow
and my degree course is getting actually interesting and inspiring, will wonders never cease?!
all this cheeriness brought to you by the fact that even though i was sure over the weekend that i'd be bedridden for weeks i'm not feeling awful today, probably coz i got some good morning loving (even though he takes up my entire bed, the boy is worth it)
erm. for this week i am hoping to
fix my computer
take fewer drugs
drink less alcohol
read more
finish this drawing i'm almost happy with
sort out a fucking job (hopefully the shop i handed my amazing cv into will call me back because forbidden planet need no staff right now, poooooooooooo i say to that, their store is staffed totally by geeky spotty boys, they need me to represent the grrrls who love comics damnit)
going to see ozomatli tomorrow night, MAIS OUI!!
and this weekend i might go home for some mummylove if i can bear the 10 hours it means on the train, yuck
that's all folks
x
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my mental image makes me warm. Thank you kindly.
Q: If the entire world was to freeze frame and everything around you became motionless except for you whats the first and then the second thing you do????? You have no idea how long this freaky phenomena could last so you could be caught out mid whatever but potentially the world is your oyster and you can do whatever the fuck takes your fancy, Wad dya do?