nogodsnomanagers

i have to laugh at myself
with all my good intentions

did sit at my computer today, but spent most of the time on here and finding music. drinking tea, smoking, fannying about

so .5 of one essay done, when i have 4 to submit on monday
and that's not the end of it but shhhh...

and now i'm in red socks and my leopard dressing gown having been led so far far astray by my compatriots
...and injuring myself (hit in the face by a drunken anna's pool cue and tripped over by kier) on the way to stinky's to smoke

"i'm only staying till 12"

and thus the self-ridicule. i look silly and the way i conduct my life is laughable

i need a grip

sometimes you can giggle when a joke is egual parts happy and sad

sleeeeeep
xx